neither do you have guts. seriously, i'd rather be uglier than be atrociously-disgusting-grotesque in the inside. and people just dont understand green day, do they? and if ive never like you in the first place, and have always been two-faced to you since.... the first time i ever saw you? then why should i even bother making it up to you. i dont care. because all i want is to bitch and be happy. and it utterly delights me that i find out you are seething inside. i live for that. so go rot in hell.

thats the last of it. i know i have heather and khaii and nas and hafiz and seth and they are no backstabbers. i love them dearly and i realise something, we're all couples! well, sorta. anyways, today the "check out the office" was reaaaally impressive. the prospects of me working there is rather high. and i would LOVE to work there. well, i can survive.. its a great opportunity and there is a 19 year old guy who is making BIIIIIIG BUCKS man... and he's juggling poly life. its just plain awesome. details later when its confirmed..

my mum is totally not supportive of me working there. but im lazy to explain to her the 5 hours worth of info i got. i just cant be bothered. she wants me to find something else. BITE ME. please la.. its not easy ok. i DO NOT want to serve people food. or sell clothes. or clean up after people. i just dont. and if i dont get to work in the end, i'd be happy to stay home and rot.

fuck la, i just wish afiz is back for me to tell him. too much has been going on without him and i really am super upset with the way things are.

heather cancelled our date today. but its ok. since i was with khaii and seth anyways. and i would have to reschedule our training. and well.. YEAH! it is!

so we can go to the gig tomorrow. =))

waiting till heather reaches home. CIAO-