yesterday went on just fine. went to the pit where azip and afiz picked us up. it was a great night but my insides were squirming for seth. and azip became my spare tyre. back-up ah. haha. the four of us hung out alot. azip was ber-pasrah-ing most of the times. poor kid. h&h enjoyed themselves. BETTER DO. what with the two weeks of not seeing each other. i say, GOOOOOD LUCK. seth is only working and im already whining like crazy. okok. i must stop. stop.

as i've asked everyone.. should i work WITH seth though the pay is like.. ho-hum but at least kill two birds with one stone or should i work somewhere further but the pay is better. so is it money or love. but with seeing him so much, im so scared that i will get sick of it. i know its highly unlikely to happen, but i dont want to risk it la.. haiyo.

we three jobless people are going out tomorrow! me afiz n khaii. not sure if azip coming along or not.. i dont know la he.. he prefers to keep to himself these days. not that i mind or anything.. haha. but yay! at least something. but im like.. super broke. my money all with seth. but i so bet he spent it on worthless McCafe cheap ripoffs. haiyo.

k, lets not start assuming here. haiyo.

listen, im not myself right now. my best girlfriend is going off tomorrow ok. her first holiday since i first knew her. she deserves it, but ive got no one to hang out wiiiiith! and man, i was such a dumb fuck to let her be so mad at me yesterday. i would have cried right there and then if not for my sheer willpower to maintain my face in public. haha.

actually, im rather fucked right now. for a reason that may make everyone of you all go DIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAOO -____- so nvm, i will just go away quietly. good night loyal ones.. ciao-