Its strange because tonight's saturday night and i am at home. The others are at Grapevine. I guess its just not my drinking night. I am feeling so home sick recently, heading home seems to be the best solution.

I can't stand ridiculous attitude outburst of frustration. SERIOUSLY.

I felt so cheated and irritated. Have you ever been made use by your own friends? I aint a very calculative person especially when it comes to money issue. And in fact, i dare say that i am fucking generous. If one fine day, i decided to be a bitch and head out to collect my debts, i will be freaking rich. Seriously. But the thing is, i am not rich. Even if i have money. Its my hard earn money people. And the fact is, i save a lot. I spend well and save well. I am not those ridiculous dumb fuckers who spent all the cents they have on those unnecessary wants. Come on, those gorgeous bags and shirts, who doesn't want them? But is it really worth it to make your self dress like a gold mine and yet your pockets are fully EMPTY? stupid.I despise such people!!Asking me out and making me pay is just not nice! Now, i am poor.Let me repeat. I am poor. I have lost my job and my pay. Maybe for this you can rule me out as a friend.Period.

argh. love heat.