I hate those moments alone when I suddenly realize things. I'd just stare into apparent thin air and so many things run through my mind. Sometimes it's just memories and wishing things go back to how they were. Sometimes it's analysing what's going on and realising how sad the state of my life is right now. And sometimes it's just thinking of my nice warm bed or the TV with all my favourite shows.


I want a change. Anything new. If anyone comes offering change, I think I'd take my chances. I'm up for anything that's not this. As long as there's an even slight possibility of pure happiness, I'd do it.


I hope you know this is only temporary cos it's only 22 days now.


Ciao-


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