I thought 2009 will be a re-run of 2008.


But I definitely hope not. It's in my hands to make sure my life doesn't stay stagnantly depressing. I know I can move on ahead like I did before. I just hit an unexpected bump. I'm getting over it and soon I'll be fine again. Yay!


I know I've found the man of my dreams. Almost perfect in every way. (That is scary okay.) But as the story always goes, he's unattainable. Heck, if things weren't so complicated I'd Rambo on and just go with my chances with him. I know I'd regret like fuck if he slips through my fingers.


But with the complications that comes with him, I'm content to let him stay in my dreams. I'm not complaining. Just thinking of him makes me happy and right now, that's enough. (:


If you only knew man. Ciao-


P.S. Fucking hopeless, my FTT is tomorrow, I don't even care cos I'm a goner. Haha. Heck, if I pass I'll ask him out. Hahahahhaha.


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