I hate waiting.


Waiting is worrying is paranoia is uneven heartbeats is cold sweat is unsettling is insomnia is tiresome is cranky is mood swings is vulgar is angry is fucked up.


See that's why I hate to wait. I'll always end up feeling so fucked up about everything.


It's 3 in the morning for God's sake. Big fat tsk.


I'm gonna take a huge gulp of cough syrup after all that ice-cream and durian (sorrrry uh I not junkie bro~) and fall asleep watching American Idol which I swear is horrendous after Alex Lambert left, I don't care what anyone else says.


Good night.


I need to send my old laptop, my DSLR and my Mac all for repair. Fuck man. Fuck.
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