de whole of last nite was totally restless. very much sleepless. i slept onli afround 330 in de morn. cos i jus stayed up thinkin. haiss.

it turned to be jus a misunderstanding. im glad dat, dats all it was. ? i mean, at least nothin bad actuali happened rite.. of cos i was upset. more of things dat happend over a long run rather den jus abt ytd. i duno wads rong wid me. i jus wish to see u tmr dear. i reali do.

band todae was surprisingly productive. to tell u de truth, de onli reason y i din wana go for band was cos i duno how to play 7th nite. yes yes, i noe. stupid huh? dats whye i forced miself to go jus now. n WHOA, i can almost play evrithin properly. de pressure n expectations of ppl r jus overwhelming. HEY, im not music genius aite.. i duno evrithin. i admit, im not de team leader sort. i'd rather be a supporter. cos a team leader hev to go out dere. ya noee.. n im jus plain lazy. hahaa. okies, time for de current sec2s to take charge. heh.

i forgot abt seth's belt. TSK! sori boy.

watched 'a perfect man' again jus now. de lead boy is kute laa.. black is de new blond. haha! funny funny. i cant believe im watchin a hilary duff movie. man, she's much thinner now. well, good fer her. tsk. n khai shud stop dreaming of her. its disgusting. brrrrr.

i feel guilty. i haven been checkin up on green day stufs. whups.

im tired now.. de ride home frm tamp to wdlands was horrible. i had to stand up de whole journey cos dey weren't ani seats. nabey.. im was so oh oh oh falling asleep. ohyea, thank u to nad fer her company. ate wid her. haha. we jus cant stop gossiping huh.. hehe!

ohmy. its been two weeks. TWO WHOLE DAMN WEEKS. fourteen days! 336 hours! omg omg. i miss him. =((

im tired. im restless. im unsettled. im sorta upset. i duno whye.. mi heart is beating reaaal fast. tsk. wads rong wid me.. arrrrggghhhh. well, at least i get to see heather tmr! WHEE! its been two whole weeeeeeks!! n yeah, earl too. two weeks too. tsk. gosh, im still alive.

khai is still stupid. he deserves wad lenny is doin to him. haha! i duno wad she's doin to him actuali.. but its good fer him. its makin him miserable. make him realise dat being insensitive goes a looong looooooong wae. wad he did to her? called her names. (i tink) VENT his anger on her. (dat, im sure) poor her. i wud hev slapped him. or hit him. oh wait, i alwaes do. tsk! dat boy arh.. abit stupid sometimes. how bout evritime? TSK! all guys shud noe dis; NVR EVER EVER VENT UR ANGER ON A GIRL. esp wen ure lyk, in luv wid dat grrl or sumthin.. its jus plain stupid! almost suicidal. god, its so damn stupid, dat de thot of jumping into niagara falls seems lyk a better idea. C'MON LAAA. its damn selfish to vent ur anger on someone. jus because ur havin a bad day, doesn mean u can spoil evrione else's dae.. dis applies to evridae life. n YEAH, even de fiasco in band. aniwaes, lenny lenny... pls make khai happy. i cant stand him whining. or jus do anything dat will shut him up. PLSS PRETTY PLSSS. im goin NUTS here! khai, u deserved it. lenny, good job in punishing him. (HAHA!) but haiya.. khai so happens to be mi fren. so be nice k, grrl. LOL. oks evribody? lesson learnt. n khai was de guinea pig hu suffered. okok, hamster.

whye do i hev butterflies. eh, im sleeeeeeepppppyyyyy. ciao-