haha. see. im too caught up with school, i dont even update. -.- n yeah.. after about two weeks of m.i.a, it feels weird to type...


week 6 of term 1. arghs. boring. i skipped geog test. stayed in the toilet. i know... this is my (hopefully) last year in ddmn and im still skipping classes. i just cant stand it la... argh. just dont tell anyone. =)) heh. that whole weeks was pretty slack-o. no mood for school. a number of occasions spent with him. nyahaa. there is a new sharifark. no more ma'am. as far as im concerned, she doesnt exist in my life anymore. i present to you, the new sharifark. co-form teacher of 4E. aka. mother cb. BITCH. she look so nice on the outside. *rollseyes* she will be nice to you. *rollsevenmore* until she go pao khaii abt his fringe to bernard. wtf. mind your own business bitch. (i think im only assuming that she was the one who told bernard. but lets just cont' with the story..) that week, (bazaar week) i was always late for flag raising in class. and on every occassion, i was always happily strolling along the corridor with who else? seth la. so she also teaches seth f&n. and thats how she us. so one day, she apparently got fucked up with me for always coming in late, taking my own sweet time..


sharifark: seri, why are you always late for class? *looks outside at the corridor when seth walked past*


me: no, im not late. the councillor didnt let me go back to class. she told me to stay where i was and sing there..


(when the truth was, this dumb councillor told us to hurry back to class cos there still was ample time. but it only resulted in seth scolding the councillor and then laughin at her face. YAH. mean. heh)


sharifark: but still, you're always late in the mornings. can you try to be earlier?


me: YAH... but i walk walk then the councillor stop me what.. i cannot walk past the parade ground.. -.-


sharifark: ok.. just try to be on time. and you dont need to wear eyeliner. wear to school for what right..?


(talking all the while with an encouraging SMILE! ridiculous!)


me: *fake smile* yeah okay.. *walks away while rolling eyes like nobody's business*


at that point. my head was already telling me that the only reason why she decided to talk to me about my punctuality was because i came to school everyday with a boy. also, her student. but do you think i care? HA-HA. what do i, yani, care??!


somewhere that week, irene poh also made a comment to me..


one very cold afternoon...


me: walks up to her to take my test paper (which i failed miserably)


poh: (with her irritating accent and all) sehrieee.. are you wearing sehehseth's jackayt?

me: err.. yeah..

poh: looks at me like how she flirts with the boys in class.. (in other words, a cheekopek look. beady narrowed eyes and wry mischievous smile. ew?)


me: *mutters* oh fuck.. not another teacher.. cibai...


then later that day, i returned him his so-called jacket. and then he had irene poh's lesson too. D'OH! he told me that poh said, 'sehth, i see thayt jackayt going up and dayown 4e and 4f everytaym..' and she gave him that flirtatious smile. GAHHHH. how dare you. flirt.


then that week, i had to stay after school to bake the muffins for the family day bazaar. in all, it was a blast. and the cakes tasted fucking good.. some people just dont believe that i can bake. HAH. ive proven you wrong. i am a girl after all. hiahiaa. =))


then the family day. its incomparable to the youth day bazaar we used to have. what i mean is, youth day one is better. i dont know.. the atmosphere is just different. why must they add 'racial harmony' and 'family bonding' tag beside. cb. spent almost all the time in 4f disco. nyahaa. slacked around alot. as usual, fights break out. thats cool. i cant care less. cept one cheeky boy came up to me and asked, 'heh heh heh.. boleh gesek-gesek?' 'heh.. can (umm..) grind you?' *%^&#$!@ at that time, seth was mending the ncc prata stall. nyahaa. but hey. i was nice. i wasnt throwing myself on any other guy alright. heather was with me all along. HAH.


then i stayed on to wait while seth cleaned up the stall afterwards. i think i fell asleep in the empty canteen. accompanied only by bernard who was just ignoring my existence. hmph. i couldnt care less. he was eating. pig. nyahaa.


in the end i went off with seth. and bernard gave me a look. which i cant describe. lets forward to this week..


monday was ROBBIE WILLIAM's birthday! heh. aww. 32. what's with me and 30+ year old men. lol. had poa test which was so easy i almost shit in my skirt. HAHA. almost everyone got distinctions i think. =) wheeee. i was 2 marks away from getting a perfect 60 mark.


tuesday was valentine's day. and HAPPY BIRTHDAY LENNY! and i swear i didnt see her around in school to wish her. sorry. =/ it was a sweet day. cos the night before, i had a mature talk with him about well.. stuffs. and on that day (14 feb), he was being extra nice to me. =)) thats what i meant by i dont need presents. just love. hiahiaa. ohyeah. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MATT TOO! and he fell sick on that day too. that poor boy..


wednesday was physics test. matt didnt come. THANK GOD i had kelvin. (ohya. we're FINALLY not sitting in single desks. we're either paired or two-partnered. lol. i got two boys! yah.. every girl in class is sitting with boys...) kelvin is super... i-have-nothing-to-say-so-i'll-just-smile. YAH! hes a smiley. if you dont know him, you might think he's some weirdo.. lol. nyahaa. cute.


thursday had math test. ARGH. how is it that candy koh flipped the questions so badly that i cant understand when i absolutely know that chapter. grr. matt was still absent.. then kelvin went off for ncc! AHHH. i was singing lonely songs all day after that! i have nobody.... and irritated the shit out of joycelyn who was sitting in front of me. nyahaa. i dont normally do that though. just on that boring day. heh. and i made josh find me a black rose in return of borrowing my Bullet In A Bible. nyahaa.


we got to know that it was a half day. cos of the fantastic o level results. seriously, the day was better off a holiday. what a complete waste of my time. had a ummm... concert. lol. whatever. josh came to me and said he bought two white roses and tried to dyed them black but they died in the process. WAHAHAHAA. then, he told me that he used PAINT not DYE. -.- lol.


oh, had the fire drill exercise too. LOL. me and ili were imagining the school burning down. so we stood there in the field, my arms folded, a smile across my face, imagining. ahhh.... if only.. from the view in the field, we will get to watch the glory of it.. BUAHAHHAAA!! heh. okok..


then house meeting. -____- i was sitting in front of the ncc room there.. new blk. on the drain covers and all. then my eyeliner dropped into the drain. GAHHH! ewww?! murky water was disgusting. me dila n ili were sittin together. then seth came to sit beside me. then bernard came. -.- nabey.


(lets call him coconut. heh)


coconut: hidayani. tie up your hair now.


me: pretends to look for a rubber band when i know i had one in my pocket.. *turns to ili* u got rubber band?


coconut: give me your student pass now.


me: AGAIN, dig my pockets. my wallet is in class..


coconut: marches off come with me.


me: HAIYAHH... tch. (of course out of his earshot)


coconut: walks up to the second floor. confidently marching allllll the way to 4d classroom


me: giggling to myself, trailing slowly behind..


coconut: suddenly stops. eh, you 4e right?


me: *nods*


coconut: marches back again! open the door for me some more.. =))


me: wore my nametag, took my ezlink card, gave to him and walked away


coconut: wait. im not done.


me: *stares blankly*


coconut: what is.. how close are you to this boy... *looks over the railings to where he was sitting downstairs*


me: who? seth?


coconut: yes. muhd seth. *pronouncing wrongly like how every teacher does-cept rohayah*


me: he's just a friend to me la. my bandmate. (ive always prepared myself mentally. heh)


coconut: *bends over* a what?


me: bandmate..?


coconut: but i always see you around with him ah. a way to see if there is something on is by observing you know, seri.. every morning you come school with him. go home with him. then on that racial harmony bazaar, i observe that you were waiting for him also.


me: *momentarily stunned* (he got all the times i spent with him. and the only time i spend with him during school week) so? is it wrong to come schools with a friend? and i dont just go home with him alone. i never did. im always with a bunch of them what. (which is the absolute truth. i always go home with him, afiz, mebbe zul n mebbe hazim ncc n a few others) and the bazaar that day, i wasnt just waiting for him. i was also waiting for another guy.. (namely, afiz? even though i was tempted to say names to support it, i didnt wanna involve them)


coconut: *nods* ok. but why must you spend a lot of time with him?


me: *ridiculously* what! why not? we're friends what! so you're saying i cant even go school with him?


coconut: *firmly* yes. (me: WTF) try not to.


me: but he's my friend! why cant i spend time with him?!


coconut: he might get the wrong impression. he might think you like him!


me: ??!! precisely cher! that is why we are good friends! we have made it clear between us that there is nothing more between us than just friends!


coconut: boys might get the wrong impression that you like them if you spend a lot of time with them. ok seri? yes, seri hidayani? (HE FINALLY GETS MY NAME RIGHT!!!)


me: but we-are-really-just-friends.. you're telling me that i cant even talk to him??


coconut: try not to. this is your o level year..


me: yes, i understand that..


coconut: so if you need support, you can get it from your other friends.


me: but..


coconut: your girl friends.


me: ok.

me: ok.

coconut: you used to be a very good girl ah seri hidayani. back in sec2. you were the class chairperson. do you remember?


me: yeah. (like as if he would ever let me forget..)


coconut: well behaved. responsible. nice. abit soft-spoken. (me: *GULP*) but we tried to help you. and we did. but now, you're different.


some sort of disappointed silence. probably for me to reflect.. LOL.


coconut: so i'll see you after school with your hair tied.


me: yeah.


coconut: *walks away*


me: so... i cant sit with him later?


.........


me: okokokokkkk... *walks away giggling*


halfway down the staircase..


coconut: so does your parents know about him?


me: YAH~! and they also know all the other guys!


and thats the truth. the guys came over before. and blahblah.. my mum is so fine with me having close guy friends. tsk.


then back downstairs, the girls demanded to know what happened. but bernard was - *sarcastic* wow, co incidentally!- in charge of explorers hse. CB. so he was hanging ard. i forced ili to sit between me and seth. bernard scolded seth about his black socks. WHATEVER LA. and when matiin came, i purposely made him sit beside me. HAHA.


after school he made me wait so long for him. but i was in class, busy deleting messages. wahahaa. and im so sorry to cancel our plans heather. so so sorry... =/


later that day, i met up with him before nite study to talk. we decided, TSK. nothin can stop us. not even the police who took down our names for loitering a few nights back.. nyahaa.


anyways, my mum said my kid bro is starting to turn vulgar. wow. gergerl very fierce now sia.. lol. n my sis is driving me nuts since she went to the franz ferdinand concert. lol. diee..


AND OH MY GAWD! smith broke his leg n dislocated his left ankle in yesterday night's liv match. AAAAAAAAAARRGGHHHHHHH. i felt like crying ok! arrggghh. he needed assistance in breathing and.... =((((((((((( i dont know what to say.. so poor thing.......... haiyah.. seth just laughed at it. ARRGHH. who else laugh?! CCB.

ok. im tired. so long suckers. i dont know when my next update will be. so pardon me.. ciao-