HOLAAAAAAAAA!! man! i miss blogging! yeah, i was too caught up with the first two weeks of work. so pardon my karat english hor. (omg, i can't believe i'm gonna publish the nasty h-word) anyhows, work have been.... hmm.. very mixed feelings. its a great way to spend my time. but when all the travelling and waking up early and standing around doing nothing takes its toll on me, i just get fucked up and rant at seth. SORRY BABE! man, he took so much shit from me these past two weeks. haha.

with khai, he's the norm. pain in my arse. and i mean like a gay full hard-on thrust in the ass. ya know.. this is the first time i ever took their break up seriously. really. it was a saturday ago that nas told me. it was a chaotic night so i didn't think much of it. until i realise how khaii just don't seem to give a second fish about her anymore.

nassie, what you said was partly true. its not like i'm closer to khaii or anything of that matter. but i don't want to get too involved with you guys. don't get the wrong idea! but co-incidentally, my dear heather and her man have got bigger issues. so i kinda got my head full of them instead.

moving on, since that story is so basi already.. i'm down with flu. tsk. maybe it's the cold? but i'm not loving it. let me tell you what happened at work today. saturday.

I CHIPPED MY TOOTH. i know! WTF?!! &*&^#%@&* RIGHT! i was bending down to put something on a lower level on a trolley and my tooth hit a metal grill/bar whatever. and it chipped off. the impact throbbed my head and i immediately started crying. but no diff anyways since my eyes were all watery and red from sneezing. hahaha. anyways, I CHIPPED MY TOOTH OK! it's not so bad la. and when i showed it to seth, all he said was, "its ok baby, you look cuter!" and i went.. WTF?! and gave him the mighty finger feeling pissed off. i can't explain my irrational behaviour there. HAHA. sorry babe!

of course, i apologised profusely to him after that.

so we're gonna play two hours of pool tomorrow before work. haha.

HEATHER NG LEE TENG said that she will thrash me at pool. ???!! not when lucky plaza is so near my work place and i go there at least once a week before work. hahahaha. girl ah girl... i miss my bitch...

i didn't get to meet her. ARGGHH!! cos i had fever a few days back. and i didn't even go the TP open house. ARGHH!! pissopiss.

i miss the guys man. yeah balls.. the whole rowdy bunch. the chalet was three days three nights I WON'T FORGET! they made me smoke half a malboro red. WTF. the pact against me since they bet that the loser has to smoke. so they pakat punye pakat (swap cards and all) and made me lose twice or thrice. HAIYO. yelch. why do people smoke sial. i'm not talking about those who have already been smoking for years and will die without it. i'm talking about newbies. social smokers. i feel like giving them a good smack on their poser forehead.

don't smoke people. wait, unless you're someone i don't like. then be my guest, the faster you're gone, the better. =)

i bully khaii at work often. i make him carry two soups and two drinks. he started to go, "WOI! what you doing! i cannot carry la!" W-T-F! i could carry a tray of that easily with one hand on my 1ST DAY SIOL.

i'm proud to say that i'm at least better than him. on the other hand, he's more into making friends. so whatever la. i'm no social butterfly. i don't want to try too hard. i don't want to impress anyone. i don't care if they don't like me cos i'm too lazy to interact with them. i will just sit back and laugh and hurhur a bit and off i go. money heaven. i've got enough friends already. hur hur.

then again, maybe it's just an excuse for my anti-social ways. hahahaha.

eh, texas 5 or something is a cigarette brand right? it is a brand which cheap-o's use? i'm just trying to sincerely find out here. hahaha.

khaii smokes everyday after work. he thinks its cool. i laughed in his face when he said that. mat, tak cool ah. fahmy tak suke. kau suke fahmy kan? jangan smoke. nanti dier panggil kau poser. nanti dier benci kau. nak gitu macam kepe? tak, kan? kau nak dier jadi kau nye band mate kan? ahhh.. so jangan isap lagik. seberape banyak aku boleh benci kau pon, aku sayang kau. jangan tanye apesal ah. pelik bin ajaib, aku tau. kau tengok, kerane kau, aku dah type mlayu. kau baik berterime kaseh. gigi aku ni dah chip off, so tengah tajam. sekali aku gigit jari-jari kau, dah tak leh isap. paham?

TAMMAT.

i've always wanted to do that. heh. chalet was memorable. only two people i know got drunk. but i didn't witness the boy's. was still at work then. the other, was HILARIOUS. omg, she was so... i bet she forgot sial.

anyways, lazy to blog about that.

to end this rather long entry, I MISS HEATHER!

payday go shopping with me leh!!

can't wait for pool tomorrow. seth thrashed me (FOR THE FREAKING FIRST TIME) the last time we went cos i was ill with fever. hahahaa. he can only beat me when i'm sick. what does it say about me man? *prick. burst my ego. hur hur. okokok. good night everyone. message me anytime alright? miss reading all your bad english blogs. heh. =) ciao-

oh, in case you wanted an update, i'm still madly in love with seth. heh.