so stupid. the whole weekend, i was bouncing on the thought that i had no school today. then this morning, OF ALL MORNINGS, i recalled a conversation with seth where i told him i had school on 14th, which was today. argh! so pissed can.

usually i meet seth on monday mornings, but today i told him we don't meet so he can go his accounting lecture. (which he can miss and yet pass *poa poa*) BUT GUESS WHAT, he decided to go school library. so what's the point of us not meeting? no comments.

stayed up till 4 am last night. bleah.. have to go online tutorials on how to draw. so pathetic can? the teacher expects us to do not one, not two, but THREE self portrait paintings. KAO. 1st of all, we haven't even learn how to draw facial features, 2nd of all I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FREAKING PAINT! grr. heck, i'll be amazed if i can tell the difference between a paintbrush and a toothbrush.

so stressed can.. and by tomorrow, i need to be done with my 2000 word essays. which i've only completed 500+ words thus far. BLEAH BLEAH BLEAH. and the strains of a relationship is totally not helping. one person i thought who can help lighten the load, keeps burdening me instead. bloody hell.

and khai, i hate emo. I HATE EMO! EVERYTHING ABOUT EMO! the pathetic songs. the pessimistic people. so disgusting. when i see someone being so emo, i'll feel like slapping them. bloody hell. i hate weak people too. emo is so freaking.. hateable. bloody faggots. bloody hell. i hate emo so much. ARGH. its puke-disgusting. im sorry khai, if you become anymore emo that you already are, i dont want to be associated to you. COS ITS DISGUSTING!!!! unless you can tell me what is it about emo that is so fascinating or likeable. you tell me. even the songs are oh-my-god boring and slow... -.-

argh, im so pissed right now, i don't wanna talk anymore. enough.