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I was helping Seth researching for his OB project. And of all topics, he had to do on the behaviours of Emokids. Nyeh heh. The fun's only starting..

This entry will be short and sweet for two reasons. No. 1 for the full impact of what I'm gonna tell you and No. 2 because I'm sleepy like shits la sial.

Anyways, I was browsing through emo websites. Now as we all know, emokids are *ahem* misunderstood. Yah, they are sensitive and duh, emotional. Yada yada. And of course we have all grown accustomed to calling them faggots for that reason. Now now, there is no reason to call any guy a faggot just because he is in touch with his feminine side. (Haha) Because faggots, or gay people are these guys here: (enjoying some tonsil hockey)

Gay enough right? Those are straight up hot male kissing there. But here's a shocker.

People, emokids have proven their self worth. Now, we have a right to call them faggots. We have a right to call them gay pieces of fuckshits. Because:

HOW THE FUCK AM I GOING TO STOP MYSELF FROM CALLING THEM GAY FUCKSHITS NOW?!

And what's worse is that, this IS COMMON in emo culture. Well, obviously in the US cos people are more open there and they have one fucked up government. But the point is, apparently they feel it's not being gay when emo guys kiss. WHAT-THE-do you really need me to say it?-FUCK?!

Oh sureeeeeee.. You're emo, you can make out with tongues and all. And while you're at it, get nekkid! It was written in the emo website that they do it cos they say girls find it hot. Hoho, waittttt a minute there..

Let me clarify that statement. Indeed, it is interesting to the point of stimulating to see gay and very not emo men, kissing. Emokids have bodies that are pathetically scrawny compared to hot gay men who are mostly well built. Don't even think of being comparable to gay men. Thank you very much.

AND.. To say that you're not gay, (at least bi man, c'mon) and think you're still allowed to kiss other guys, that's just not cool man. The only girls who find it hot are either emo (or secretly emo) or those kinky girls or maybe their personal fetish.

And trust me, this distorted view of homosexuality is evident everywhere amongst emokids. Just google "Guys kissing" and tell me how many "emo guys kissing" turned up in the images. Man, I'm traumatised.

I've got to go now. See if I can get some new eyeballs fixed. Ciao-

Labels: emofucks

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WARNING: Lovey-dovey post! Scroll down for short updates if you have your hair standing at the word lovey-dovey already.

First off, i'm a damn happy ger ger today. =) Muhd. Seth is the best. =) Seeeeee, so many smileys kan kan kan!

becauuuuuuuseeeee...... TODAY WE (finally) WENT ROLLERBLADING! WHEE!!

And if you think your own boyfriend is hot, wait till you see him in a pair of skates!!! *melts to nachos cheese* Cos i've always had a thing for those skaters I see on the Xgames. Ohmygod, should i say it? Yeah sure, SETH WAS *eye popping* HOT LA!

=x Heh! Yeah, I think this has been going on since Sec 2 redi.

Anyways, it was hell fun la! Seth had me guessing for sooooo long whether he can skate or not. (I think he himself was unsure) Siol ah! I think he can prance around like a little Swan Lake fairy. What I mean is, he's good. And damn, that makes me proud. =)

My boyfriend can rollerblade? CAN YOU!!! Nyahahahhahaahaha!

Since the long day at school, my ankles felt like breaking after 45mins of blading. And yes, I fell, twice. -.- BUT, not because of losing balance. hah! But because of fucking potholes and bleeding twigs and uneven road. Grrr.. By my second fall, Seth promised he will shower me with hugs and kisses if I stop speeding and look out for those thingys on the road. =) So good can?

Then, we had Mc. Then we had our nice walk as per normal. =) Then we sat down and talk. Okay, more like.. he talked about Digimon (-_______-) and I um.. sorta kept falling asleep. But hey! I manage to give satisfactory answers at the right times. Woohoo!

This is getting awfully detailed.

WHO CARES!! I WANNA REMEMBER EVERY SINGLE SECOND OF TODAY CAN!

=)))) It was nice to be talking about things. And it helped that Seth was in the good mood and so was I. (It started out well cos he was early and I didn't have to wait for him. heh) Sigh.. I love long bus rides. I love rollerblading. (not a good idea after a long day of school though) I love Seth. WHEEEEE!

27th is around the corner again! Okay fine, so it's still about two blocks away. Still, i'm looking forward to it!

Tomorrow going JB with my family for seafood. YAYS YAYS YAYS!!!! HAPPY!! I LOVE SEAFOOD LA! I LOVE FOOD CAN!!

kay, i'm drooling cos i'm soooooooo hungry now!

Anyways, I think that's all about rollerblading. Haha. Had loads of fun babe. LOVE YOU LA!! Next up, ice skating! =)

Short updates:

-Zaneta couldn't stop laughing at the Lion King joke. Sigh.. Keejan ah.. I bet he knows his students are laughing at him. But he just.... Don't care? haha.

-Thank you Sharon & Alfred for lunch.

-Went to Heather's shop and DIDN'T SEE HER!

-I thought I heard Wyncy ask me to massage Emmanuel

-Syaf and Sharina both got busted big time by CHEATING GUYS WHO POSED TO BE SINGLE AND ARE TOTAL ASSHOLES. Tak sedar diri! Dah de matair sendirik! PUKI MAK KAU AH! YOU'RE THE BIGGEST SHIT THAT CAME OUT FROM YOUR MUM OKAY.

-Sarah was total pissed with her friends. And I hope they know cos friends who busted you like that deserve to get spanks. But who am I to judge kann..

-My pants got stained with menses!! DAMN! Went to the toilet and had to scrub it off. Ew! Thanks Sharina for helping me blow drying it! =)

-Talked to Heather on the phone about guys. Haha. Some are just so easy to be replaced.

-I miss Heather. Should catch her on her lunch break to eat Tom Yum Ban Mian!!!!

-I love my new T-shirt can!! I won't tell you what it says or it'll spoil the surprise!

-I learnt that Veron can f#&%$king draw well. Saw the Monroe piece. *eye pops out*

-2D art fund will murder me.

-Boy is getting sicker by the day and even I have volunteered to take him to the vet.. Think he swallowed something bad.

That's about it, I guess. And today, Seth has turned out to be the perfect boyfriend. Why? Because...

seth // seth+trainings= better speed climber. says:
nowadays, if i state my point, means i'm not changing my stand i tell you

seth // seth+trainings= better speed climber. says:
YOU, have successfully made me hate emo

seth // seth+trainings= better speed climber. says:
thank you

Cigarettes&Valentines ; YAN -my L. says:
WOOHOOO!!!!!!

THANK YOU LA SAYANG! Totally made my day sials! =) photos! Blurry and badly taken, but that's all we had cos we were perspiring and it was totally unglamorous can? Heh. ciao-

Labels: emofucks, kitty, seth

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so stupid. the whole weekend, i was bouncing on the thought that i had no school today. then this morning, OF ALL MORNINGS, i recalled a conversation with seth where i told him i had school on 14th, which was today. argh! so pissed can.

usually i meet seth on monday mornings, but today i told him we don't meet so he can go his accounting lecture. (which he can miss and yet pass *poa poa*) BUT GUESS WHAT, he decided to go school library. so what's the point of us not meeting? no comments.

stayed up till 4 am last night. bleah.. have to go online tutorials on how to draw. so pathetic can? the teacher expects us to do not one, not two, but THREE self portrait paintings. KAO. 1st of all, we haven't even learn how to draw facial features, 2nd of all I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FREAKING PAINT! grr. heck, i'll be amazed if i can tell the difference between a paintbrush and a toothbrush.

so stressed can.. and by tomorrow, i need to be done with my 2000 word essays. which i've only completed 500+ words thus far. BLEAH BLEAH BLEAH. and the strains of a relationship is totally not helping. one person i thought who can help lighten the load, keeps burdening me instead. bloody hell.

and khai, i hate emo. I HATE EMO! EVERYTHING ABOUT EMO! the pathetic songs. the pessimistic people. so disgusting. when i see someone being so emo, i'll feel like slapping them. bloody hell. i hate weak people too. emo is so freaking.. hateable. bloody faggots. bloody hell. i hate emo so much. ARGH. its puke-disgusting. im sorry khai, if you become anymore emo that you already are, i dont want to be associated to you. COS ITS DISGUSTING!!!! unless you can tell me what is it about emo that is so fascinating or likeable. you tell me. even the songs are oh-my-god boring and slow... -.-

argh, im so pissed right now, i don't wanna talk anymore. enough.

Labels: bitch, emofucks, school, seth

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i'm paranoid. i want Visual Comm in TP. but i'm scared to put VC nyp as my second choice. in case i don't get TP. how sial!

fishball la. i want to take photography ok. fishball kari. AHHHHH. BINGET AHHHH!

ok best, i put the first 3 choices all TP design courses. followed by the nyp VC.

IM A GENIUS CAN?!

hmm.. followed by republik poly. only cos its near to home.

and my 12th choice? Hwa Chong JC. amacam?

sure get one.

hmmm.. pretty much made up my mind. just need to mull over it for a bit tonight before finalising it tomorrow.

MORE IMPORTANTLY.. heh.

i bought seth his valentine's prez. didn't actually cost a bomb but i'm satisfied la.. =)

hope he likes it.. heh.

nanyang poly website lousy sia. they didn't specify their course structure. haiyo.

I WANT VC LA SIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA..

if i don't get to do photography, and be condemned to hwa chong jc, i will kill myself.

hahahahahahhahaha. hey, i still can't believe i got a B3 for comb sci. wahahahhaaaa.. the first in my family! both my parents and my older sis and older bro, all got a freakin C6 for their comb sci. WOOHOO! three cheers to physics!

okay, this is ab important question people..

SHOULD I, put my top priority choices at tp just so i can be close to seth.. or put my 2nd choice as nyp (just to take photography) and risk straining our relationship...

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargghh..

i think i just made up my mind.. SETH OF COURSE! hahahahaha...

you think easy ah, maintain a long distance relationship? lucky we already passed the one year mark. woohoo! suddenly had a rush of love for him. i LOVE it when it happens. nyahaa.

where is seth, btw? he said he will be coming online.. hmph.

anyways, yesterday followed seth and taufiq go play lan. while i sat there watching borat on taufiq's psp. heh. and then listening to his songs. by then, they still haven't finished. so i moved on to seth's mp3.. haiyo.. then later in the night, seth asked me if i was bored by the day.. i said a huge BIG , FAT , NO! cos taufiq is a nice guy. and if it was fahmy, i would be pissed the very second they sit down in front of the computer.. hah. i don't give a flying fishball if i sound like i dislike fahmy. hah. cos it's true.

what kind of man will dare to dress up like an emo kid yet be scared of mat reps in groups who might beat you up.. berani buat, berani tanggung. LU ADA PAHAM? dare to do it, be daring enough to face the consequences. sial ah.. what kind of man who was a self-professed punk turn himself into a self-professed emo kid. what kind of man thinks that he's all that just by listening to a couple of underground bands. alesana or something. i don't care to know cos frankly i don't give a shit. and WHAT KIND OF MAN, turns my formerly loving (sincere, unposer-ish, un-into other bands but green day who makes music with meaning) BOYFRIEND into another being who is a long haired trynnawannabe emo-lookalike, occassionally dumps me for that-kind-of-man, who talks non stop about bands i don't even give a flying fishball about, and hurts my heart like nothing he ever did.

WHAT KIND OF MAN DID THAT YOU ASK ME?!

a greasy haired 17 yr old mother fucking loser asshole.

STOP asking him to go home later cos he's going off with ME, his GIRLFRIEND, you mofo.

and to the trynnawannabe, STOP being dogged by him.

I HATE WEAK PEOPLE!!!! ARRRRGHHHH!!!

SUCK UPS! WANNABES! WEAKLINGS! they are all fuckers, i tell you.

i SO made myself pissed shit man.

BINGET SAK. puki la. just another reason for me to love the usual guys. our SEC SCH friends. do you remember their NAMES? or do would you prefer that motherfuckingboy to suck your cock to forget them?

BINGET SAK!

OK ENOUGH. dah cukop. i got more important stuffs to bother about.

and now i'm so pissed that i feel like just throwing the vday prez in his face. damn.

*pulls trigger*

okay, RELAX. this is the first time i ever got so mad at him. and it just keeps coming back. even though i can totally forget about them for a few days. it will just come back, like an irritating stomach ache. like period cramps. I HATE EMO FUCKS. FUCK YOU ALL FUCKERS.

that's enough for today. i made my point clear. period. ciao-

Labels: decisions, emofucks, school, seth

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