the past few days has been one HELL of a rollercoaster. haha. i'll back track here, a little bit okay?

just now, after ComDI, i rushed to the library to paint. omg, i'm such a horrible procrastinator it's disgusting. design school is no school for people who procrastinate, i tell you. my work is POOR and i'm very much expecting to redo the Drawing Essentials module. bleargh. so tough can. if i had loose teeth, i would have already grit them to powder by now.

feel so hopeless. so ashamed of how badly i procrastinate. and blow two days doing nothing then cramp that two days into one. argh, busy busy. crazy stuffs. worse, i don't drink coffee.

oh, you evil P-word.

okay enough. for the next block, I WILL NOT PROCRASTINATE LA! drawing something is better than nothing ok! when desperate times call for desperate measures, work = poor. so when i had to pin up my a2 art piece beside all the other classmates, man i felt so disheartened.. mine looked like... haiyo, way below the pitfalls of AVERAGE. and that's sucky okay.. =( even seth said i had too many white spaces, that's why. (his first time in the design block. "so small??!!") and i trust him, cos he's sucha bitch he is THE BEST (besides heather) critic.

hmm, lesson learnt. hope it's not too late. please la girl, don't slack now okay. this was what you've always wanted. and i have to stop talking to myself, right heather? she called me WEIRD can!!! my own best friend! GGAHH!!

but in a way, BOY AM I GLAD, that i'm NOT taking tests or exams. muahahaha. yelch. i don't EVER EVER wanna have to be forced to sit down, be given an impossibly short time, and write essays after essays. eeeeeks. the horror.

i'm also madly resizing the photos which i ALSO procrastinated on doing. bleah..

i think my group mates are pissed off with me cos i keep sending in my work late. BUT, not because i haven't got it done. I ONLY FORGOT TO SEND HER. *smacks forehead*

there's no I in a team. but there's an M and an E.

haha. feel like buying that tee from threadless which says, "Shakespeare hates your emo poems." MUAHAHA!!! SO COOL! i'm taking my anti-emo message to another level baby. woohoo! but considering the fact that my bf dresses like such, so malu. lucky he good looking. hahaha. RIGHT SETH!

these days, i've nothing but praises for him. even though we squabble, we're like a love deprived couple. it feels like we're starting out again, from the bottom. and it's not so bad after all. feel so freeeee! reality catches up with us sometimes. but i need to learn to let go.. tough. anyways, he's been a sweetie, tolerating my late night procrastinating. the shoulder when i burst my eyes out in stress. the entertainment machine when i feel my eyeballs are sagging to the floor. i take him for granted sometimes. okay, that's an understatement.

SOO... I'M BRINGING HIM OUT TOMORROW! really do hope it turns out well. =) nyahaaa. special thanks to nassie whom i HAVEN'T BEEN SEEING FOR THE PAST WEEK!!! hmm.. we missed out our 27th for two months in a row. so.. i need to sleep now. for tomorrow.

WHOO! I WILL BE DOING MY PRESENTATION TMR WITH NO SCRIPT! am so good. am so good. heh.

it's getting more comfortable and fun to present now. hah, coming from a girl with recently low self esteem. haha. gotta keep my chins up.

I LOVE HEATHER, I LOVE SETH, I LOVE AFIZ, I LOVE KHAI, I LOVE ACAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cos they all helped me to cope with art one way or another. or stayed back at lib to do work or accompany me eat when i needed them. =)) thanks yous alls.

okay, my right eye is developing its third eyelid. it's a sign that I'M TIRED LA!!! you can't believe how many distinct screams, shouts, sighs of reliefs you hear from freshies. so horrible right. and it's only been FOUR WEEKS!! crazy!

i sayang seth. woohoo! =)

alright, time to go dream of my presentation tomorrow. muahaha. looking forward to my last day of FIRST BLOCK (so pathetic right..) tomorrow. weet wheee... =) sorry ah, pictures this weekend. heh. ciao-