okay, i'm supposed to be helping seth do his assignment. but that's a whole different story, a whole different blog. haha.

am pooped out.. but at least i'm on the laptop so i can lie down. okay, big deal. i can't get around doing the photos tonight.. just no mood la, okay? sorry la. tomorrow can. =) omg, the autosave thingy is so kute and so useful! thank you blogger, you're so smart.

today the guys had auditions for music vox. seeing the number of bands who joined, i was like, WHOA! cmi. hahaha. i mean, it's not like they were bad or anything. just no oomph you know? like, out of 20 or 30 plus bands, you're only gonna choose 3 0r 4? really ah? stingy sia.

when i saw the boyfriend just now, belting his lungs out on their first song, my heart skipped beats. guess it kinda brought out those butterfly-ish thingies at the pit of my stomach. cos, i can never forget the first time i actually heard him sing. and back then, his voice wasn't as um... let's just say it was waaaay nicer. anyways, ah damn it, let's cut a story short. that was when i fell into the deepest crush ever. guess i'm not so over you now huh. =)

things have been hard, and i just wanna let it go. but i know i'll regret like fuck-why-was-i-so-stupid. so i'm hanging on dearly okay? everything's a struggle man.. i've been spending waaay too much than i'm making money man. and you know what's worse than that? the fact that i'm not even working! bleeding hell. and drawing class was a whore. i've so much to complete. i'm totally behind everyone cos i keep procrastinating. bleah. and oh my god, don't even get me started on...

zip.

sucks la sia. everyone thinks their life's a wreck. hey, you're not alone what. so quit complaining la. wahlao, i feel like stuffing a coconut up your nostrils you know? like, aren't you old enough already?! get your problems fixed yourself la! okay, it's not the best time of the month for me to be the best friend to anyone but heather. and only heather. god, i'm so easily pissed. and sadly, it WILL go on for till next week. cos after the coming thursday, IT'LL BE ONE MONTH HOLIDAY FOR ME BEBEH!!!!!!!! WOOOHOOOO! oh yeah, finger lickin goood.

so please my dear friends... let me chiong this last week of school. you now know that it's my last week right, so means i've got TRUCK, TRAILER, TRAINLOADS OF WORK TO DO!!!!!!! freshie work easy la, but it's still tough okay? hard to survive know.. they don't teach you much, yet expect so much more. *stress stress*

aiyah, i dunno what's "meant to be" anymore. too bad, so sad. upset.

oh my god!!! i really miss razif ramli you know!!!!!! his stupid jokes. his adoring laughter and the slower kind of laughter when your jokes ain't funny but he just wants to be nice. haha. wah, i miss ili too! that girl. same ol' same ol'. haha. and that's a good thing mind you.

okays, i realise random posts are really irritating. wells, i'll go of now. good night all! tomorrow i'll throw some pictures into your face okay? muahaha. ciao-