♥Peepshow.

Heat.

Why not, you tell me, which one is the worst illness to get:

Flu with dripping mucus
38.2 burning fever
Sore throat with incessant coughing
Menstrual backpains and everything that comes with menses

Seriously, tell me, is it just my luck that I get ALL of the above?!! I have deadlines to meet, designs to do and people to see yet all this shit had to happen. =(

Sorry Farhanah for having to leave everything up to you but I still feel like a wreck.

Sorry Sayang for not having our Monday morning ritual. Miss you like shit. Bapok or not, you must still take care of meeeeeee... =(

Heather I'm sickkkkkk =(

Nassie I'm sickkkkkk =(

Everyone I'm sickkkkk =(

Shit lah I want to complain to everyone. I've never had so much mucus AND phlegm my whole life. Seriously.

And I'm dripping blood like no one's business! =(

On a lighter side, 11th May is the date I've been waiting for. And it's been terribly too long that I haven't seen him. MY DADDY'S COMING HOMEEEE WOOOOOHOOOOO!!!

We were supposed to have breakfast on the Sunday morning he lands but I was scheduled to work. Now that Borders fired me, (FUCK YOU!) we can all have a lovely breakfast when he comes back! =)

Seth's birthday is in a month's time. (5th June) Mine is still a few light years away... -.- Anyways, I want to make his birthday nice though he ACTS like he doesn't give a shit. Haha. Hopefully I can pull it off since it falls on the first week of a new block.

I can only look forward to the Bangkok trip! Hopefully I'm not sick so I can eat all the marvellous Tom Yum! WHOOOO!

Am supposed to land back in Singapore at 3pm, ON OUR MAY 27TH!!!!!!! We already have things planned and I seriously do hope the flight don't fuck things up!

I'm yakking on and on and on cos there's really nothing else I can do..

Oh, and by the way. I think Seth is slightly gay. He doesn't mind guys falling for him. "Biase ah, abang nie hot pe." Standard line of his. At least he's not a homophobe.

I HATE HOMOPHOBES! Gays/lesbians are still human too okay. Yes, I've changed. There's so many people in design who are "different" but I've learnt that they are still nice even though always slightly wary of people. Well it helps that Ellen is gay too! Love her to bits. =)

YES, THAT WAS FOR YOU HAFIZ. Don't be a homophobe, seriously. Not cool! And lesbians exists because some men in this world are such dickheads. Even I've said before that I would make a fantastic boyfriend. Hahaha.

Damn shit this is getting too long. Ciao bellas!

Labels: friends, holidays, sick

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Today was fun, somehow! Seth shaved his sides again. =)

Me, Seth, Acap and Haikal spent some time together. Seth and I totally pwned their asses at Pictionary. Haha. No surprise, Seth draws better than me.

TODAY IS AWESOME COS I GOT MY DSLR!!

Aside from little problems which I chose to heck care, I still got it to myself! I hope nothing goes wrong la.. Hmm..

I'm just done with the image below.

THIS ONE'S FOR YOU ACAP!

Will do up all the rest asap. Heh. =)

Click the image to view the animation. If you want to save, make sure you leave it as GIF format.

GOODNIGHT ALL! Ciao-

Labels: friends, lepak

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HEY HO, MERRY OH!

I'm indeed in a joyous mood cos the person the like the least is NOT coming to TP! WOOHOOHOO!! You can rot there at SP woman. As farrrr away as it possibly can.

The days have been crawling by... It's only Tuesday!?!? I'm so pooped out already.

Needless to say, I still hate Illustration.

Now Dan (not Danial..) has joined the throngs of people who wants me to hand in my work. Haha. Lalalaaaa, I just wanna get a pass and I'll be fine.

Hope to get good grade from Keejan though I totally flunk on the attendance part. Hah.

Webcam pictures of the very very very very jakon people. It's so damn amusing to see them getting so amused with their own image/playing with the lagginess of the webcam/laughing at how they look/checking out their hair.

Haha. I realise the only reason why I haven't got my job done is cos I'm so damn easily distracted. HAHA! I'M ONLY PRODUCTIVE WHEN I'M ALONE!

Yeah, 15 Journals to do la okay?! Bye.

Ciao, I mean..

Labels: friends, school

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Today was a very well spent day! =) i overslept for my 9am lesson. no problem, luckily i came on time for my 3pm lesson. Well it haven't been easy for me. waking up at about 7am and go to school. Then have an afternoon nap from 11+ all the way to 3pm. bleargh.. suckyyy..

But all is not lost cos I have Syaf, Sharina and Sarah! and of course, i'm Seri! hahahaa. It just so happens all our names starts with "s". Okay, random.

Back to my first sentence, after wonderful oversleep (cos I watched the Champs League match) I went to school for my MARKETING lesson. I emphasize, MARKETING LESSON. Needless to say, it's tough to digest all those businessy terms when we could all simply just draw it all out.

But I quite like it cos I want to know some things or two about business. Sadly, Seth is not interested at all. So much for a business student.

(If you did notice some things different, i'm just trying to keep up a good habit of writing. For the future)

Oh God, I digressed. Alright, back to my first sentence again..

TODAY WE SPENT THE DAY CELEBRATING AZIP'S 17th BIRTHDAY! =))

I only realised how much I missed them after I met them just now. So the ten of us (azip, ajit, khai, acap, vishnu, zul, afiz, heather, seth and i) break our fast at Downtown together. Heather bought for the birthday boy DONUTS! from Donut Factory. (it was OK. Nothing compared to Krispy Kreme. I loved the cheese one though.) AARRRGGGHHH! I just miss those guys lah! Every single one of them. Then started singing Hari Raye songs at the top of their voices. And mind you, they DO sound really nice together. No kidding.

After dinner, was some pool. Then played some card games at Pasir Ris Park. TOOK LOADS OF NICE PICTURES! (which Heather will upload.) Ate, drank (no alcohol, FASTING MONTH MAN!) and we were very merry.

It's a wonder how far we managed to pull through. ALLLLLL the way from Sec2 okay! For me ah, for the guys, even longer! (kay, Sec1 je..)

It was fun as hell but i had to scramble off cos we only left at 11pm. I was sooooo close to missing my last bus! But I didn't! I'm so gooooood..

And all of us wore black today! Coincidentally! Except for Khai and Heather who wore dark brown but, BIG DEAL!

It's getting late and I have to finish up my marketing goal report. Of course, no sleep for me tonight.. After the horrendous results I got today, I'm SOOOOO gonna try my best to do well this coming semester. I was totally ignorant of the fact that all my assignments were actually being graded. Have to polish up my portfolio too. And fucketties, I haven't even collected my laminated O level cert from Dunman. BAAHHHH... Lazy as hell.

MY POOR BOYFRIEND IS SICKKK.. Grr, fever. Shoutout to my gorgeous short-haired babe, GET WELL SOON! LOVE YOU! Can't wait for holidays! (like as if it'll come anytime soon) When we'll go Escape, rollerblading, ice-skating, Ben&Jerry's and more double biking where i'll just fatten my ass on the back seat! WOOHOO! You're always the best. =) ciao-

And last night got me thinking, is Seth always that excited take off his shirt?!?!?! Hahaaa.

Labels: friends, lepak

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i'm like, majorly pissed cos my tablet won't read my SD card. and i can't transport my pictures. i wanna curse all my black pepper beef out sial. damn damn pissed. hey, i look forward to the pictures i take okays.

so anyways met seth, heather and afiz to break fast just now. MISSES! sooo glad we finally got to meet. finally decided to eat at simpang even though we thought it would be packed. it turned out that it wasn't. time was well spent. and the food was good as usual. wheeee! with good food, nothing can go wrong!

can you believe it? that some two years ago i was living at simpang. can you imagine how fabulous it is to just go downstairs and be able to get GREAT FOOD. ahhhhh.. i miss those days. the uncle who cooks the chicken rice is still the same one! haha! yeah, it's been too long.

it would have been great for seth and i. just one short 10minute trip between our houses and a straight bus too. sigh.. woodlands is just full of fucker matreps, mat msia who until today tak pass shave misai, stupid schoolgirls shouting like they want a jackfruit up their minah puki and some other (so yesterday) gangs who hang outside causeway point. it doesn't help that the open area is like, damn huge and can fit so many of these useless clans.

i-just-hate-woodlands.

when someone mention woodlands, the first thing you get is JOHOR. what the hell.

anyways, today was interesting. cos right, i saw this one guy. super bapok. he thought he was like, damn hot to be eating like a bitch. like HELLO, i was looking at seth's friends not YOU! HAHAHAHA! well of course i did see you. how can i miss your chin jutting out weirdly with your mouth full of chicken trying to act tough and showing off your acne breakout. okays, i know you didn't get all that cos i seriously dont know how to describe his face. but one thing's for sure is that, it was PRICELESS. it made me laugh so hard man! the kangkong i just had almost spurt out of my ass!

after food, we walked to the park behind. my my! things do change. played taiti and the loser had to eat disgusting jellybeans. like, OH MY GOD. the popcorn flavour is like FUCKING SHIT MAN! I CAN'T BELIEVE THEY MANAGED TO STUFF SHIT INTO ONE SMALL JELLYBEAN! and the aftertaste.. ohmygod.. it's like you smoked shit in a pipe and the smell clogs up your whole respiratory system. yelch. even the liquorice wasn't that bad anymore! (afiz claimed it was liquor plus rice and heather found out that it isn't true.. to her dismay. lol!)

it was fun you guys. the best thing i can ask for to have my best friend fall in love with my close guy friend. =) thanks girl.

seth misses me now. and the man NEEDS ME. hahahahaha. ciao-

baby, the trip home was funny and pure fun. as always. =)

Labels: food, friends

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I LOVE HEATHER BECAUSE SHE IS SO EFFICIENT COS SHE POSTS UP THE PICS REAL QUICK, I LOVE YOU.

see there, when you feel you need the motivation to post up pictures. heh.

so sentosa was A BLAST! with a hiccup or two. but don't matter, i'm patient and i did what i'm best at; IGNORING! oh the bliss of it.. acap was freakin hilarious. oh my god, his NO-LINKness and super randomness and so so so funny just being himself. thank god he was there to lighten the mood. haha.

after... *counts* FOUR whole days of not meeting seth, i finally did! WOOPEEDOOOOO! happy like toot sial.

actually, pictures really summarizes it all and seth FINALLY FINALLY (oh thank god) approves of the beach. (refer to post below on how i co-incidentally complained he must hate land, sand, grass) LALALALA. minus the irritating, i-nearly-wanna-slap-you-loser parts, it was a joyful day! and may i take this opportunity to commercial DOVE'S HAIR CONDITIONER. oh my god heather, it was total hair sex man.

but sadly, now seth's sick with fever and i'm somehow left with body aches. huh?

hmmm.. sunset at err.. tanjong beach (...?) was nice though. and am especially thankful that IT DIDN'T SET IN THE EAST! (inside joke from ewan. LOL)

i'm a happy bouncing girl cos te pics turned out nice and seth was oh so eye-gorging hot. and no, i didnt spot a single hot bod sia. -____- daaaaaamit. no la, had all eyes for him. cannot tahan man, that sleeveless black nike top and his worked out rock-climb bod, (afiz is living proof too) WHOO!!! you're some hot thing.

okay, enough said. fuh, satisfied with seth.

and omg, ACAP YOU'RE OH SO RANDOMLY FUNNY!!!!! AHHAHAHAHAH!! if i were to type down every single bloody funny thing he did or said, i won't be done. wah, cannot tahan maaaaaannn... haha.

and at the end of the day, i went home (damn woodlands!), seth and acap went home together and afiz & heather left early. waaaaaaaaaaaaah, that was one holi DAY well spent. thanks for the effort afiz. wheeeeee..

told ya i'm bouncing. SEE YAAAAAAA.... ciao-

Labels: friends, sentosa

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went to nas' place just now. and what i learnt from today and yesterday is.. DON'T EVER LAUGH SO HARD WHEN YOU'RE EATING WITH NAS. so just now i left her house with the same heavy feeling in my stomach. urghs.

last night was awful cos seth said he'd meet me today, but he didn't. bleah. bloody hell can pang seh me still never apologise. or did he? nah, can't remember. haha. if not for going to nas' place right, today would have been one damn fucked up day man.

so in the end, nas and i haven't seen our boyfriends for... i don't know. i don't even remember. but the difference is, her bf WAS ON HOLIDAY. chao nabey chee bye. i don't even know why i'm so damn pissed. knn. i liked it when i saw nas' face lit up when ewan msg her. haha. well, if it's not me, at least SOMEONE has to be happy. haha.

suddenly wished i wasn't tied down with all these insignificant problems which are not even mine to begin with. for once boy, you are right. sometimes i do wish things didn't change so much. i sometimes find myself regretting taking that one step further to ruin the beautiful friendship we had.

but it's too bad he was the person who taught me so much about life. okay, more like he did dumb things and i made the self realisation(s). okay, wtf am i talking about.

sorry no photos cos i edited them and now i have to format them properly. bleah.

what the hell am i doing here. i have school tomorrow. CIAO-

Labels: friends, short update

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THERE YOU GO VICTIMISING YOURSELF AGAIN.

i'm sick of your fucked up attitude khai. seriously. I TURNED MY BACK ON YOU? please okay. scolding you to wake up is always the first thing that i tend to do. you mean all these while i listened to you whine, listen to you curse at nas (even though she is still my girl) when you ALWAYS GET THE STORY WRONG, i'm not being a friend? do you remember that i told you "i'll msg you when i get home. my batt is dying." FYI, i didn't make that up. then you told me that it's ok. you'd rather talk it out with someone else or something like that. FOR A SEC THERE, I ALMOST WASTED MY TIME BY BEING CONCERNED, again. so whose turning whose back on who?

and when i said bigger problems, i mean BIGGER PROBLEMS. you know like FAMILY or MONEY. FYI, the problem i was referring to isn't about seth. oh please, he's such a darling he's barely a problem to me anymore.

YES, i told you to come to me when you've decided to talk maturely. AND THEN WHAT? you back out? huh? where's the freaking logic in that? when i was ready to be nice, you pushed me away. i was so disgusted, i didn't even want to bother to reply okay.

FYI, real friends tell it as it is and then BE NICE.

and i'm really grateful for your help during those terrible times with seth. i really am. but just so you know, i swear i really was about to lend you my listening ear when you slapped me with a big fat rejectful thanks-but-i-don't-need-your-help. so not my wrong in that. and you might have experienced heartbreak on a scale i've never been on, but that doesn't mean i don't KNOW A SHIT ABOUT WHAT A HEARTBREAK IS. and who died to give you the title of the king of relationships huh? please lah, i only share the heavier relationship problems with heather okay. just because i don't tell you anything, doesn't mean seth and i are perfect. or that i'm 100% happy with him.

and you know something. there are things that i don't say to you. things i don't want to tell you, cos i know it'll hurt your feelings even though you're not to blame. just stuff that i found out, say now, for what right. some people care, without having to SAY it. i feel so dumb for keeping quiet. you see, cos if i told you everything, you won't even have self esteem to speak of.

enough already.

seth's last 17th birthday was errr... i have no idea how to describe it. baby, i love you and all.. but that night was just really weird lah. i finished work at 6 and met him. he was so upset with his father's erm.. shoutings and it's FINALLY taking a toll on him. god, i dunno how he can stand him sometimes. that boy's heart must be made of steel.

then like.. weird lah.. he's the bday boy and i know things haven't been looking up for him lately, and the least i could do was be nice. then he started to... =(

but i tried my best.. AND I DID IT! WOOHOO! finally managed to make him agree to go seoul garden as planned. (he cancelled out on me at first. !!!!!) see, and i made sure he had a spanking good time for a few hours before he has to go to war again. ok, go home i mean. maaaaan... the food was great but we were sooo stuffed that we were super duper high man. he told me i sang him the bday song twice! huh?! i sang??!! that's not the point. the last thing i remember is him pushing me into 168 and i knocked off the moment the seat hit my butt.

when i reached home and washed up abit, i suddenly feel so embarassed with my behaviour just a few hours before. man, so paiseh can! i think there's alcohol in the tom yum soup.

WORK WAS FAAAAAB. the more experience, the better! i like the job. even though the first day was pure torturous hell, it got better everyday. and when i finally seem to get a grip on standing around serving shoppers, IT WAS ALREADY SUNDAY! sold mens underwear. heh heh heh. FUN SIAL! you know, nas and i kept trying to make the mat reps feel uncomfortable. haha. when actually there's nothing wrong in buying boxers or underwears yourself. lol. and oh god, how i push all the indians to nas. SORRY. hahaha. it was really really fun while it lasted. and i just LOVE how non-comittal it was. and the people working there are all nice! more than half of the people were from china. and i tell you, they're never mean lah. unlike some snotty singaporean chinese colleagues i used to have. man, i feel like slapping their face with the pizza dough.

anyhoos, I MISS HEATHER! and i just realised that i haven't been talking to afiz or any of the guys for that matter. i'm not so much planning to spend all the money that i made. save. save save save for the rainy day. or rather, when seth pours bucketful of water on me. haha.

and for seth, i've decided to finally (try to) let go of what happened. he wants to move on. and even though my conscience is telling me to leave him, i know thats stupid. hah. so yeah, love will always be love.

just woke up from quality two digit hours of sleep. seth is at climb now, and OH MY GOD, his body is so hot. i've never touched real abs my whole life. (still yet to) except for that one lucky mannequin me and nas totally molested. HEH. put up pics girl! don't forget! heh.

and i'll post up some soon. til then, take care. MISS YOU WOO MEI YI! heh. ciao-

Labels: expo, friends

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okay, i'm supposed to be helping seth do his assignment. but that's a whole different story, a whole different blog. haha.

am pooped out.. but at least i'm on the laptop so i can lie down. okay, big deal. i can't get around doing the photos tonight.. just no mood la, okay? sorry la. tomorrow can. =) omg, the autosave thingy is so kute and so useful! thank you blogger, you're so smart.

today the guys had auditions for music vox. seeing the number of bands who joined, i was like, WHOA! cmi. hahaha. i mean, it's not like they were bad or anything. just no oomph you know? like, out of 20 or 30 plus bands, you're only gonna choose 3 0r 4? really ah? stingy sia.

when i saw the boyfriend just now, belting his lungs out on their first song, my heart skipped beats. guess it kinda brought out those butterfly-ish thingies at the pit of my stomach. cos, i can never forget the first time i actually heard him sing. and back then, his voice wasn't as um... let's just say it was waaaay nicer. anyways, ah damn it, let's cut a story short. that was when i fell into the deepest crush ever. guess i'm not so over you now huh. =)

things have been hard, and i just wanna let it go. but i know i'll regret like fuck-why-was-i-so-stupid. so i'm hanging on dearly okay? everything's a struggle man.. i've been spending waaay too much than i'm making money man. and you know what's worse than that? the fact that i'm not even working! bleeding hell. and drawing class was a whore. i've so much to complete. i'm totally behind everyone cos i keep procrastinating. bleah. and oh my god, don't even get me started on...

zip.

sucks la sia. everyone thinks their life's a wreck. hey, you're not alone what. so quit complaining la. wahlao, i feel like stuffing a coconut up your nostrils you know? like, aren't you old enough already?! get your problems fixed yourself la! okay, it's not the best time of the month for me to be the best friend to anyone but heather. and only heather. god, i'm so easily pissed. and sadly, it WILL go on for till next week. cos after the coming thursday, IT'LL BE ONE MONTH HOLIDAY FOR ME BEBEH!!!!!!!! WOOOHOOOO! oh yeah, finger lickin goood.

so please my dear friends... let me chiong this last week of school. you now know that it's my last week right, so means i've got TRUCK, TRAILER, TRAINLOADS OF WORK TO DO!!!!!!! freshie work easy la, but it's still tough okay? hard to survive know.. they don't teach you much, yet expect so much more. *stress stress*

aiyah, i dunno what's "meant to be" anymore. too bad, so sad. upset.

oh my god!!! i really miss razif ramli you know!!!!!! his stupid jokes. his adoring laughter and the slower kind of laughter when your jokes ain't funny but he just wants to be nice. haha. wah, i miss ili too! that girl. same ol' same ol'. haha. and that's a good thing mind you.

okays, i realise random posts are really irritating. wells, i'll go of now. good night all! tomorrow i'll throw some pictures into your face okay? muahaha. ciao-

Labels: bitch, friends, school, seth

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today morning i woke up.

go school.

waited for seth.

some things just don't change.. haha.

half an hour was enough to piss the shit out of me. god knows why..

sorry babe.

then went to the school bazaar. it was err..

i'd like to say that my dear dmn sec became boring and unbearable after our batch. then again, maybe every graduating batch feels that way.. haha.

then me, ajit, afiz, seth and heather went to lepak. khaii blanje-d all of us pizza hut. including priya & raushan and nassie. it summed up to over $100. O.O you can buy a baby in cambodia for that amount of money ok!! O.O

i was superr sleepy and tired..

it seem that everyone else slept at 4 plus in the morning. i wonder why sia! haha. weird. i was deadbeat and dreading to go WORK..

WORK OK.

but it turned out that work was GREAT. it was the FIRST TIME in the WHOLE MONTH of working there, where i truly feel like it was enjoyable.

i guess its because the only girls were the two china girls, (MY FAV!) me, and the fatty bom manager who is constantly putting slimming products into her drink and they will all turn out to look like a banana milkshake. why i say banana? cos banana is digusting.

laugh, bitch! haha.

i have a problem with the girls working there. I JUST DO. inevitably, and not unexpected, i click with the guys soooo much better. you know why?

COS GUYS DON'T JUDGE YOU. they simply don't care.

cept for guys like khaii.. well, that's a whole different story la.. hahahaha.

werewoman eh nas?

so the guys working were the-two-new-guys, fahmy, taufiq, and alfi. now you see people, the last three guys are good looking people.

they are nice people. wait, they are only nice when seth isn't around. i don't understand. really. neither do i like seth when he's around with the guys. individual good things are just not meant to be together. you know what i mean??

laugh, bitch!

i've got photos with the guys. or OF the guys..

ALFI HAS A BLOODY CYBER-SHOT PHONE GOD FREAKIN DAMMIT!

he's soft and not mean, not a poser, not into any particular genre, not stuck up, and not ugly.

why can't all guys be like that hah?

the only reason i won't EVER, (you can be sure babe..) fall for him is cos he's a year younger than me. haha. well, he's rich at least.. hah.

i've had enough of younger boys.

work was great. haha. =)

i went home with taufiq just now. since seth didn't pick me up. he lives in sembawang.

he's a great guy too. a year, or is it two years, older than me. he's not ugly. HAHA. at first while waiting in the line for a cab, i was watching borat on his PSP. then we spent the whole journey to his place talking. talking talking talking. =) just that ok.

i'm tired now.. i don't know why..

my manager was in a fucking good mood just now..

i asked her if i could finally take off the "trainee" in my nametag. and she quizzed me on the spot. of course, im so smart, nothing got past me. i'm good. so i'm officially crew.

trainee no more.

considering the fact that khaii doesn't even know that you can change the pizza in the fortune meal, to any of your choice.. i doubt that he's gonna do well. haiyo.. that poor boy is just too damn blur la.. i do my homework by laughing, yet learning, at everyone's mistakes. =)

its been over a month. i have yet to spill a drink on a customer. since i have biceps now, i seriously don't think that's happening. hah. =) insyaallah.

okays people. i'll round up with some pics. till tomorrow.. CIAO-

Labels: friends, seth, work was murder

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OH MY GOD. yesterday was so drama la! i'll just narrate the story aite..

okay, as usual, i went to seth's place, made some food to eat and sent him to work. he was moody for god knows what reason. so all the way from stepping out of his house, i was busy entertaining him. but we took 65 to go town.

then when i sent him off, i looked in my wallet to take out my atm. and guess what i found out.. I LOST MY WALLET.

frantically, i called seth. who was just about to change and start work. but of course, he didn't come down to console me although i was standing rooted on the spot right where he left me. oh wells. he just asked me to go harbour front interchange, where the bus 65 ends. so i did. i reached there and asked the fella if he saw any wallet. to my dismay, he said they didn't receive any lost and found items. hmph..

everything was going so wrong..

so i just messaged afiz.. told him i lost my wallet and stuff. that poor boy was at the clinic. waiting for his turn to see the doc. then it struck me that maybe i left my wallet at the ahpek's bus stop shop. you know.. after checking two 65 buses in false hopes that my wallet might be lying there innocently, i just took the third bus all the way down to tampines.

then suddenly afiz called to say, "EH, YOUR WALLET ADE (GOT)." OMG. i was so O.O are you serious?! afiz told heather what happened, so she was already on the phone with me. man, it was so the drama.

in the end, i met afiz and heather. i scolded them cos they were both out, heather was at tamp coffee bean and afiz was somewhere near his house. THEY WERE SO NEAR EACH OTHER YET THEY DIDN'T MEET. what the hell! so i made them wait for me. together la. sorry if i didn't take long enough. haha.

nyahaa. then that poor kid had to go off. oh wells. so long never see you la bro! =)

alhamdulillah, my wallet was found. afiz! ur my angel la!

i thanked the apek. a certain mr. chan. THANK YOU THANK YOUU.

then i spent the rest of the day with heather.

sighhh... i love you all la.

anyways, for the liberty of people who don't read the news paper, i'll just highlight some things i read.

THINGS THAT MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD. (what? were you expecting some foreign affairs story where one country bombed yet another? geez.)

- laughing so hard your face hurts.

- a hot shower.

- no lines at the supermarket.

- finding a $50 note in your jacket pocket months late.

- hearing your favourite song on the radio.

- lying in bed listening to the rain outside

- a special glance.

- a good conversation.

- midnight phone calls that last for hours.

- accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.

- waking up and realising you still have a few hours to sleep.

- road trips with friends.

- holding hands with someone you care about.

- running into and old friend and realising that some things (good or bad) never change.

- watching the expression on someone's face as they open a much desired present from you.

- knowing that somebody misses you.

- knowing you've done the right thing, no matter what other people think. (now that's something i've yet to experience!)

can i add more? i shall.

- when someone you love gives you a surprise phone call just to say hi or an i love you.

- long talks with girlfriends.

- gossiping about our boyfriends and then realising how much we should treasure our better halves.

- kisses on the head and forehead.

- waking up to see your loved one's face first thing.

- being pampered to a chocolate fondue at haagen dazs. (heheh)

- being surprised with a bouquet of huge ass roses.

- his arms around your shoulder/waist while walking.

- the hugs he give you, like as if he never wants to let go right before you take the lift home.

sigh... love you all. see, i'm late for work now! CIAO-

smile & laugh! hahahaha. =)

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ok, i'll just blog about.. what was it again..

OH. the singapore - indon, no, thailand match. GOD, I WAS SO UPSET WHEN I FOUND OUT HAFIZ WAS NOT COMING. but its ok! i had fun with the guys! khaii, ajit, azip, acap and seth. ajit was so concerned on how i was going home. even more than seth was. the latter was more concerned with fahmy who msg-ed him, "eh seth, you where now ah.." followed by a phone call. no prizes for guessing. while he was talking to his scandal, ajit asked me how i was going to go home. azip too. god, i love them. and seth. let's just not talk about that ok.

anyways, the match was great fun!

seth was all moody cos he had the usual stucked nose cos of the wind. and just cos of that, no matter what i say, no matter how hard i try to be cheerful and make jokes which were funny just a second before, he won't give two fucks. oh wells.

just the first few blips between us i guess..

ANYWAYS..

i plan to write. and pour my hearts, lungs, guts, liver out to seth. just write it down. since i won't be able to last one sentence without choking.

ok, just found out some stuffs about the guys thanks to nas. i don't mean sarcastically.. i can't talk right now... good night again..

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you know.. looking for work has been such a pain in the ass for me. i've had help from seth, which i declined. cos working together in the same place is a tad too tacky for me. then from lynn, (btw, thanks babe!) but its too far at airport... !!! my travel expenses itself would be a killer. lol. then from ainul at ikea tamp. also far, but not too bad. but seth told me not to work at a busy place.. !!! haiyo!

went out with the guys yesterday. met wazif and afiz. they were LATE. and wazif still got the nerve to tell me not to be late. LOL. met at orchard. and we walked around. they are a fun bunch who will laugh at practically anything. afiz cut his hair. omg.. its like as if he's going school the next day. HAHAHAHA. he cut the nice hairstyle he cut the first time he actually got noticed for his hair by me. hur hur. understand?

heather got work again yesterday. seth didn't work. but he went out with fahmy. to go jam. then they lepak at town. hrmph. then ajit and acap joined us. we ate at Mc and played pool. four guys and a girl. they kecoh ah. smoke got to my sensitive skin. now im all ugly already. hur hur. anyways, i beat AZIP OK! omfg. it was like.. a fair and square game. tyco not allowed kinda thing. and he beat me. i was down to the last ball and he had two balls left. then he accidentally put in the black ball. hur! hahahahaha. hey, but he was the one who taught me slowly. must thank him la. THANK YOU! =)

ajit actually praised my playing haha. wait, he's generous with praises. hur hur. so nvm. then met seth at heeren. bleaaaaaah.. that was how i felt. i just wanted to spend the day with the guys. didn't have the energy to face him after not seeing each other for so long. and some more with that tiny news he had to give me. i won't talk about it til he lets me though.

wait, anyways, i have an ingenius plan. i have work. my work is that... i will accept compo hw from kids from sec sch. $5 per essay. and that is a guaranteed B. if you want an A, the charges will be x1.5 higher. i don't write expository or argumentative essays. the reality is, come o' levels, you will most probably choose the narrative or one-word essay. that is about 86% of the student population. hur hur. cheh, bedek ah. i don't do situational writing ok! if i could take english oral for you, i would. I LOVE IT! hahaha. then i can give you an easy A too. hur hur! and sorry, i don't do comprehension. bluek. and only ENGLISH accepted. not malay, mandarin, tamil, french or spanish. wah, i really want to do this sia.

spread the word people! hur hur. im so good. hahahahaa.

okays, i came online just to make an announcement. i gotta get started on a portfolio. hmmm.. just in case my pre lim results is anywhere near acceptable for a direct admission. heh. I LOVE PHOTOGRAPHY. YAHOO! take care coxcombs/assheads. spread da loveeee.. ciao-

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yeah. my year end post.. that marks two full years of blogging! and half the time, blogging about my love for seth! hahaha.

anyways, this year was pretty happening and un-happening. hmmm.. these 5 people made my year so SO colourful! so i will dedicate this last post of the year to them.. =)

its in chronological order as to when i got close to them yeah? heh. oh, and you can just scroll down to your name.. haha. don't really have to read it. if you're not one of the five (plus one).. sorry!

MY NO.1 ALWAYS! : HEATHER NG LEE TENG! , 4 years

she made me understand the strength and glue of this friendship! though i VERY MUCH (i admit!) neglected her for hmm... 3 or 5 months on and off, IM SO GRATEFUL we're still here for each other. there is no better bitch for me than the heather kinda bitch. =) and for alllll those unforgettable moments we share going out together throughout the years, thank you! she is one strong girl and the sort who simply don't care what others say of her. something which we both share and is one of our common grounds.. =) every second i share with her is like.. "never a dull moment". (isn't that a company slogan or somethin..) we diss mats to emokids to desperate "street punks" to hardcore punks who wear rags to fat cellulite-showing girls to girls who think they're all-that to girls whom we dislike just because of their face. hahahaa. well, that gives a reason for us to bitch about every passer-by we see. and we get a kick laughing at angmohs who don't wear bras and when their 50c tits are showing. LOL. well, super fun! and i can NEVER be who i am today without her. the four awesome years of knowing her and being her best friend is just the BEST roller coaster ride of my life!

and i know i tend to piss you off with the irritating perpetual correction of your english. but, we'll stick it up eh. hahaha.

and don't worry yeah.. no matter how far we live, we will always make time for each other. hope work life don't get between us hor. continue to be the bitch that you are and with your fantastic personality, it'll take you places. then again, mind your words or some punk will rape you one day. haha. LOVE YOU BITCH!

No.2 : MUHD. SETH! , 3 years (two years spent liking him on/off -.-)

from the greasy haired class secretary who sat in front me to the most loving boyfriend i've ever/will ever have! I LOVE YOU! MAAAANY more ups than downs and i love him for being the most patient person who can tahan me. really! im so grateful i found someone who has such a positive outlook on life. let me cite you an example which happened recently yeah?

me: im so sorry.. im so sorry i cant be with you on our anniversary... *sobs* (FAKE LA.. heh heh heh)
seth: *silence for a moment* syg... don't be sad la.. you will be back on thursday right? and one year two days is better than one year right? =)
me: *too stunned that i can't fake crying* =)

he just lives to say the most comforting words to me and he will ALWAYS be there for me when i'm upset the slightest bit. he gave me encouragement even when i don't realise that its what i really need at that moment. as corny as this may sound, there are many moments where i realise that he's just too perfect for me to let go of. crazy attitude? check. funny? check. caring? check. the list can go on ya know.. his happiness and smiles are so infectious and i can't help but just glow inside with a sense of pride that he's mine, whenever i look at him. you get my drift?

and to all his friends. the guys and all.. i don't know if you guys realise this.. but, seth is like.. always looking on the brighter side of things. and would never ever look down on anyone. i mean, has he ever dissed you before? has he ever said bad things about you? (unless you did that first, than here's a big FUCK YOU) he is simply not the kind to judge someone on his bad characteristics first. i don't know where he gets the patience to do so. but that's just some. i'm reminded of this scene which often happen. in the jamming room..

seth on drums, khaii on guitar..

seth: eh, kau tau main the solo tak?

khaii: abit ah..

khaii: *plays a few notes*

seth: OK BEST! boleh boleh boleh.. *one two..*

don't take it for granted. if he's too nice, don't take advantage of him too ok. though there are times when i say he's like a robot, cos he barely reacts to my bad tantrums and scoldings, he DO have feelings ok. just because he doesn't talk about it, doesn't mean he's not hurt inside. or seething in anger or whatever. its because he doesn't want to tell the truth cos plainly, the truth hurts people. please do take care of this fragile kid as world as he gets.

to seth:

you ALWAYS make me feel better and spending quiet time in your arms is like.. the heaven on earth. the nightly sweet messages, the never-ending cheek pinchings, the sudden hugs and kisses out of nowhere, the stare you give me before you say "i love you", the freedom you give me to make my own choices, the ultimate trust you have in me that no matter how far we are, i would be faithful (damn hell i would!), the humble seth who will never fail to send me home no matter how long and tiring the day was, that ONE & ONLY TEAR i ever saw/heard you shed minutes before i had to go off on my (real) holiday, the things you would do just to keep me warm on the cold rides home ... wow, this can go on and on and on.. well, everyone here knows just how crazy i am for you... and if i came so far to attract your attention, i will give MY ALL to be your one and only for the rest of this life. you make long-term relationship FUN. =) rest assured, i've never thought of behaving intimately with any other guys besides barney.. really.

well, simply said, as ugly as this world will turn out to be one day, you will be my one perpetual ray of hope in life. i wish to spend MY WHOLE LIFE with you and this one year together is still not enough. I WANT MORE!! MOREEEE!! god, i just love you so very very much! and we both know that.. =) don't stop ok.. i won't.

No. 3: KHAIRULANWAR, 2 years

hmmm.. we've been through alot.. and i mean alot.. shit and happy times. i will never ever ever forget that time you told me that you were worried something might happen to my relationship with seth such that it will severe the band. i'd like to say this, LOOK WHERE WE ARE TODAY! ambiguous? the band? or me and seth? or the conflicts? so anyways.. i still feel i don't know you sometimes. the way you treat other people. but i cherish this friendship. there are MANY "god, im so thankful seth is my boyfriend" moments when i'm with you. hahaha.

it's cool that we can just call each other up and talk about.. nothing. haha. people underestimate us. i'm DYING to say his name.. but i won't. HMPH. its because.. more often that not, i will blog about our fights and our frequent disagreements. but stupidly, this certain boy ASSUMES that we're always like that. tsk. but to set this straight to everyone, we're NORMAL. we have disagreements but that doesn't mean i don't enjoy his company and that i don't love spending those times jamming and crapping/lepaking. he fails to see that at least i have great relationships that i can boast of. enough of him. i just wanna thank you for being the honest friend that you are and for those awkward moments when im not myself, IM SORRY. but i'm happy that we came so far and we understand each other so well. =) and throughout these two years in school, thanks for being there for me. thanks for allowing me to use you as a punching bag when im frustrated. =x thanks for every.single.moment. that we share. not known to you, you taught me some pretty important stuffs in life ya know. thanks for the times.

No. 4: MUHD. HAFIZ, (almost) 1 year

WOOOOOOOOOOO!! believe it or not, (almost) one year! looking past my archives, i realise even waaaay early in feb or such, i have always said that life without afiz's craps is BORING. and i mean it. though we got closer in the past few months and talking heart felt stuffs to you is still relatively weird, i have to say that every moment i spend with you, lepak-ing or online, is FUN. there is just something about you that makes me happy. and the things you say are hilarious. i love your sarcasm and i thank god that you are at least as "fast" and "smart" as me to get indirect jokes. jokes that just won't work on heather and seth. HAHAHAHA!

i remember (or rather, i will never forget) that one moment in the bus, when you told me and seth that you were closer to the other guys and that there are some things you can't say to seth and me. i wasn't like, crazy mad offended. but inside, i was really hurt la. i didn't realise that just that short sentence can affect me so deep. really. up till now, i still wonder what was it that you meant. and since then, i tried to be open. hang out with the guys more ya know.. so i'll stop being so judgmental of them. to see the side of them which you see. and i can safely say now, that i understand. i see it now. i really hope you don't feel that way anymore. you're a great person and of a good material. but nice people like you are growing scarce in this world. anyways, back to what i was saying.. i just hope you can be more open with us.. if not with me, than at least with seth.. i know la i can't be totally part of you guys cos of the sheer fact that i ain't got balls hanging between these shaved legs. heh.

i really respect how you take care of all of the guys. and how you try to be there for every one of them. please do take care of heather or i will absolutely slit your throat if you take one wrong step. =x heh. but all the best to you guys.. and i really do hope our friendship go on.. really! and my favourite line to you, which weirdly i don't say to anyone else ; TAKE CARE HOR. =)

N0. 5: NUR NASUHA, 10 months

hehe. well, what can i say.. we just talked about our similarity. eyes and hair. LOL. and co-incidentally, those are the two most important features that i take care of. heh. anyways, going out with her is TRUCKLOADS FUN! cos she is crazy and talks alot. i've never understood your issues though. i've always thought you were pretty. well, prettier than her. you gotta have more confidence but it really doesn't help how he treats you sometimes, I KNOW. but i think you have so much talent and creativity hidden that you are too scared to show. =( but lets not talk about serious depressing stuffs. heh.

i thank you for introducing me to the local underground scene. i don't understand moshing though. just like how i dont understand how people would self-mutiliate. lol. anyways, you gotta hang on tight if you wanna stay long. he's a werewoman remember? hahahahahaa. oh god, i'm still getting giggles out of that. anyways, you know you're pretty and STOP with the too-thin thing. we both know you're not that too thin. hey, what's wrong with being too thin.

to others. selamat hari raye haji and a happy new year. thank you to everyone in 4e for making this year EXTRA SPECIAL! my last year in dmn is totally UNFORGETTABLE and i love every 37 of you guys for being the individual ingredient that makes up 4e. awesome peeps.

for all the conflicts which happened recently, i cant bring my ego to say sorry. HAHA. i had my fun. and maybe the new year will help me forget it. but it won't rid the bitch in me. hahaha. i don't regret any which happened and hmmm... i don't seem to care.. hahahaha. sorry la! nonono. i'm not!

oh, i've got a special shout out. to eunice yak. it's weird whenever i think about the past. how ironic it is that now you and heather and going on so well. i remember the card which you gave me when we all thought that seri was moving away since she lives so far. haha. it had this "equation" which you did. ah, i'll not bother explaining. let me show it.

yeah, i know.. heh. at that point of time, i was really puzzled. cos we both know you and heather didn't really get along well. and that it gets weird when we three hang out. haha. although i can't remember much, i remember the AVT.. =) me you heather.. seth azip khaii. well, i had a picture. but i was too childish to not treasure our friendship that its now forever lost. those are fun moments. i remember this one day, in 2f classroom. we gathered in that toilet and put on eyeliner and mascara.. and then, proceed for the friday assembly.. haha. and henceforth, started my habit of wearing eyeliner to school.

i admit that i was A REALLY UNFORGIVING UNREASONABLE bitch to you. that's one thing you don't deserve man. from what i've heard of heather, you can use a good friend, yeah? maybe you don't remember anymore. but i still have the notebook we scribbled in during lesson times.. haha. those old skool messages.. oh, i recently showed it to nas, she played a part too. haha. those anti-lew (japanese freak useless math teacher) messages. remember MR. CHERN?! omfg. that's so yesterday.. that notebook holds ALOTTA memories for me.. how i used to get so mad at you cos you can't decide on which hair colour to get. =x i always told you that you can make a good choice yourself! and i'm right, see where you are right now, girl.. =) i was easily irritated when you tried to be somewhere you're not, or so i thought. when all the while, i was only stopping you from being your true potential, from being who you really are. well, if i've never ever said this before, i'm really sorry.. for the demise of our short one year friendship. i will neve forget it nor the crazy times at your place. or the six of us at the AVT.. it's awesome now you get along with heather.. =)

ili my babe, thank you for this special last year. super awesome can.. heh. thank you for tolerating with my nonsense. i tend to get a wee bit overboard sometimes but maybe its cos you are more focused on 'o's. heh. i won't be able to get through this all so important academic year without you. the second i walk into class, i will keep a look out for you. heh. and we all can't deny that we would ALL miss secondary school. with a class like ours, its extra special. girl, you looked fab on prom.. thank you for the toilet breaks. thank you for being my walking malay dictionary! thank you for all those rushing moments at the sound of the van. i actually wanted to say thank you for all the free drinks. heh. thank you, for being my friend. hopefully you and him work out yeah? =)

all in all, i'm still bitchy and at least i admit it. and everyone person i know has got a single piece of it. you can't deny that there's a bitch in every one of you! anyhows. to everyone else going out for countdown tonight, have fun! i would most probably be sleeping. or on the phone with my new (year) boyfriend. =) ciao-

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yesterday was a blast! we didn't take pictures or camwhored cos we were busy having fun!

first off, went out with my sis for a little shopping. looked around for a suitable bag for me. she paid for the cab ride from home to far east. how can i complain? haha. in the end, SHE got the bag that i wanted. i didn't want to buy it cos it was like.. $39.90 and i didn't have that kind of money since MY LOVELY 27TH. lol. and guess what? the actual price was $79.90. WAHOO! she bought it. i really think its nice. but it needs a little season to it.

oh, we played a little pool and had ayam penyet for lunch. up till then, everything was free. thanks you guys. heh. and rayyan was such a lil botak arse. he said that the cili PADI sambal or belacan wateva was not hot and you needed to take more for the oomph. stupidly, i followed his stupid sdvice and i was half crying the next second. SO MEAN CAN! i just kept quiet. nyaahahahaa.

then meet heather. went to mango. AGAIN, i found two nice tops but i had no money.. !!! arse. heather bought one of the tops i wanted cept in a different colour. how apt, when we were in mango, her manager called and told her that she could start work on new year's eve. when, that dampened my mood a little. man, if afiz starts work im gonna be depressed sia..

BUT ITS OK! hehe. wish her all the best! and i asked anyone i know if they knew GG5, but they didn't! nyahahaha. its ok heather, i will drop by. buzz your bitch if they have another vacant slot aite.

then proceeded to meet the guys. wait, seth came to pick us up first. he walked from centerpoint to far east.. !!! then go meet afiz khaii and nas. i didn't expect khaii and nas to follow, NO OFFENCE! lol. cos i planned it to be a double date. then went to play pool. the tom&jerry instead of ben&jerry signboard outside NYpizza was hilarious. and seth was so.... CHICKEN ARSED MOUTH. seriously, sometimes someone just have to give him a good smack to shut up. i always see it as afiz's job. lol. dont ask why.

he blabbered loads of nonsense. i didn't want to shut him up. i didn't have the heart to. haha.

then played pool after we waited eons for the chicken. tsk.

nas went home. !!! and khaii was kinda left out but he made sure he didn't leave himself out in a way. hahaha. they all played a little. and afiz taught heather how to play. man, it was heaps of fun. seth was like.. disrupting the game as he will always CHEAT TO WIN. its like his motto in life or something. lol. sometimes, he will just do anything to win. he put the ball in BY HIS HAND when he missed the easy ball. lol lol lol. i think its super classic when HAFIZ started to do it. hilarious. super fun can!

a funny part was when seth imitated afiz teaching heather. he wrapped his whole body around me and did the aiming and shooting. AND HE MISSED. wth. lol.

well, i had a great night. =)) afiz and heather left and seth and i went home too. my mum called and she suspected that i was out with "that jantan" again. wtf sial.

what she doesn't know is that THIS IS NOT PUPPY LOVE OK. wtf wtf wtf. arrghhs. we don't even fight or quarrel! what is there to be worried about?! i just hope that my 'o' level results would be good enough just so it will hush her. at least sufficient to get to the course i've always wanted.

so anyways, i believe i will start hibernating again. what with seth starting to work long hours and heather starting work. haha. and it's not like my mum will let me out. tsk. apape ah..

i watched spider-man just now on tv. for the umpteenth time. lol. i love peter parker. i love love love peter parker. fuck.

i made a HUUUUGE shopping list consisting of clothes and accessories and shoes. WOW. well, what else is there to do right?

i wanna add more to the list. with inspiration online. and will use money that i save up instead my "work-pay" which will not exist from where this life is heading. lol. take care everyone.

OH, and to that bloody-(fill-in-the-race) YES, YOU ARE ONLY WORTH ONE PARAGRAPH. lol lol lol! am so honoured that i have so many qualities that will make it "one page long" or something like that. lol lol lol!

bite me, bitch.

people like me makes life a babi. what to dooo.. =)

maybe i'll get started on looooooong year-end post. =)

MISSING SETH!! COME HOME LA! ciao-

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its so darn early in the morning isnt it. this was how i was like the night before heather went off. i just couldnt sleep. and now.. AFIZ IS GOOOOOOOOOOONEEEEEEEEEE..... =(( i had to message him like.. thrice just to tell him we will all miss mr. cool. he went off dead early in the morning. LOL. come to think of it, not all of my friends live in woodlands right? lol..

in a brighter side, HEATHER IS BACK FROM THE LAND OF THE RISING SUN! wait, is that japan? errrh.. she went to china. ok, back from the land of great wall. i miss her like kuku neh! just their luck eh? within... 6? hours of landing home, hafiz went off for his holiday. but he said he will be back very soon and we can all play pool. =)) YAYNESS!

i told him that i would miss talking to him. HELL YEAH! like.. when i go online, the only person who will first talk to me is him. and khaii too sometimes. and since seth is working he is my #1 companion. but now heather is back... WOOOOHOOOOO!! heh.

hafiz was so anxious cos heather's flight was dead in the night and he kept asking what time she would be back. he was excited. LOL. well, at that time i was just too pissed with the results of the chelsea and man u match. WHAT THE FORK OK?! SHIT SIAL! must say though, that west ham's keeper was super on form. was he man of the match? and how cheesy. his surname was GREEN and guess the colour of his kit. LOL. yeah, bright, luminous green. haha. and chelsea's match was the super fork wan. co-incidentally, everton is my 2nd favourite team. (FOR NO "GOOD LOOKING" REASON OK) and WADDAFORK! they were keeping up but at the very last few minutes they decided to be super complacent. well, that will teach you a lesson.

anyhows, i haven't been blogging cos i was semi-depressed about seth. lol. long story, and its between us. i dont know why i even bother to say in the first place. LOL. so much to tell heather. BITCH! GOT LOADS OF STUFF HAPPENING OK! she said the same thing about herself. lol. must have been one helluva trip..

i drank coffee. and i shit twice. hahahaha. and i seriously couldnt sleep all night. explains why im here dead in the morning right.. for the first time in my whole freaking life in woodlands, I SAW THE SUN RISE. wah. beautiful.. i took pics. nyahaa.

while i was tearing my eyes apart, i finally decided to call seth at about 5? in the morning. i just couldnt stand the thought of us not speaking.. just because of my ego. it sucks trying to teach the ones you love a "lesson". i was just haunted by the seemingly deja-vu of what happened at around this time last year... i miss the three of us conferencing. i really do. OH FUCK!!!!! i sold my phone! I LOST THE VOICE RECORD OF THAT NITE! oh fuck, i think im gonna cry.. shit.. that was one of the most memorable nights of my whole life with my two favourite males.. back when we were still FRIENDS. just friends. not lovers not haters. i miss khaii..

wah boy, finally.. someone who misses you. HAHA. =))

i will miss afiz. who else? tsk. yala yala. im always missing seth. i dont need to say that right. haiyo. pool? im getting better at it nas.. really! at least on my FIRST shot, i hit the cue ball and it actually hit the ALLOWED/CORRECT ball. hahahahahaha. ok stop.

nah, i wont busted nas. i wont say what that bitch said about me. terase? better do.

azip is forever busy with work. HAIYOOOOO!! =/

cant wait to go out with heather! =))))

in a few hours, i will be going to the airport to fetch my mum. FINALLY.. after FIVE long weeks, she is back from dubai. i vacuumed the whole house for her. oh god, every single one of my siblings just have to take that opportunity to gape at me in awe. haha. im that useless in household matters..

well, the sleepless night is finally taking its toll on me. getting pretty tired.. but i cant sleep now! or i wont even budge when its time to go to the airport. oh wells.

hafiz shall be sorely missed. haha. ok, enough already! he said he'll try to get me somethng. i just told him the yummylicious dunkin' donuts will do. heh.

take care all. oh, but if i happen to hate you, do yourself a favour. go and die. =) CIAO-

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