♥Peepshow.

Heat.

YOU GUYSSS.. Thanks for the awesome time! The concert was a fucking blast and I feel so proud to see Sian Pei having total control of everything. The last time i saw her, she was in Sec 2! Of course I feel so proud of her being an awesome section leader.

THANK YOU HEATHER, NAD & YINGYING. THE EXPERIENCE WOULDN'T HAVE BEEN THE SAME WITHOUT YOU GUYS!!!!

I felt kinda sad that we were up there only for a few minutes. Made me wish I was performing the full stretch 4-5 songs. I miss my sax already.

THANK YOU SAYANG FOR COMING! Meant the world to me. And afiz. And Danial!

Then after that was Afiz's birthday. HAPPY 18th!

It was another fucking blast. Well at least I loved it.

Pictures up in the next posts to make up the lack of blogging. Heh.

PEOPLE ON HOLIDAY MAH!!!!!! Ciao-

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Seth wants to take up Motorcross. I just read an article and I MIGHT let him.

Hey c'mon I don't want him to die in some freak accident, knowing that he's a speed demon.

Band prac was fine. Except that it started at FREAKIN TEN and not FREAKIN NINE AM. Ccb.

I missed them lot. Fun to be with people I'm so used to spend so much time together.

I'm lookin forward to other batches that can beat our Gold status. Huahua.

Concert in... I don't know when.. Two months? I think. But at VCH.

Awwww.. Seth said he'll come. Lol.

This morning at 9am I already left my house. Then around that time, Matt called me and said, "I decided to give you a wake up call.." Hahahaha. Awww.. That was nice of him!

I seriously miss Dunman sial. Especially Sec 2 and 4. Cos the other two years just seem to fade off to a place I can't remember. Haha.

Seth was so cute then. I mean, he still is. But he was like a little boy then.. Short and scrawny.

Now he's taller and built. Yaahhhh........

Had so many embarrassing crushes. AND SO DOES HEATHER!! HAHAHAHAAHA!! Okay shut up ahhhh..

Ew, Girl is sniffing my sister's bra. Nasty.

My jaw dropped when I saw Dunman.. It looked like an atomic bomb crashed smack in the middle of the field.

The school site so big meh. Want to build so many courts. Dunno what multi purpose hall. Indoor sports complex. Tsk. Can save that when you go Poly whaaaat!

O level results coming out soon. Woohoohoo. I haven't even collect my Cert. Nyeh..

Anyways, the best news of the month yet.....

SETH WANTS TO CUT MOHAWK!!!!!!!! WOOOHOOOHOOOO!!! BEST BEST BEST!!!! I SUPPORT ONE HUNDRED THOUSAND PERCENT!!

Like Alan Smith... *drooooooooolsss.....*

Gah. So tired now. Zzzz... *snort* Ciao-

p/s: I completed Diner Dash in 12 hours. I'm fuckin good or what. Haha.

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I'm all about Seth this week. Cos he's taking care of me. Or rather we're taking care of each other. Haha. He's feverish. =(

Today TH brought me inside his office. Teeheehee. Haha.

I messaged the HP specialist about my laptop problems. They haven't got back to me! Nabey! My English too cheem ah.

Random story: I remember sometime in Sec 2, Heather and I were lost in some park. Pasir Ris Park I think? And me having a crush on Seth have to menggatal and call him to act like the poor damsel in distress. Heheh.

And so Heather and I were singing while I was on the phone with him (to ask for directions, right.. heh) I sang Sephia (a Malay song) and he said, that song is to call ghosts one. And that freaked me out. Since we were lost and alone. NABEY. I believe him you know. Until I asked him again a few months back.. Bah..

Seth is so nerdy sometimes. You won't believe how Siamese he is with his PSP.

I'm letting you have it just for one day for the themes thingy. BAHHH. Geek.

Today he busted me. But it's okay cos time flies by whenever I do design work. I think everyone agrees to that. You just get so into it. And you concentrate so much.

I HEART TYPO LAYOUT!! Because I wanna work in a magazine some day! =)

Now that's a first, cos it's not often you see my goals and aspirations. Haha. I bet even Seth doesn't know.

NUH tomorrow. Check up on my three-month old baby.. Seth came along the last time. Tomorrow my mum will follow me instead. Doctor said just a talk to see what steps to take next. Scared Scaredddd

CHEH. Dentist la. Farhanah told me about her wisdom tooth nightmare she's going through right now. AHHHHHHHH!!! CANNOT EAT SOLID FOOD FOR ONE WEEK SIA!! DIE DIE DIE!!

Eh, can drink soup all day ah!! I take it back.

I hope Seth gets better so he can pamper me agaiiinnnn...

I'M SO THE BLOODY EXCITED LAA!!!! He finally decided to buy some pants for our relationship! Haha. He's planning the next 27th. WEEEEHOOOOO!!!!!! WOOP WOOP! Hahaa.

Okay. I've got a newpaper layout to complete. Ciao-

*Gedup Gedup* goes the kangaroo.

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Today was a fine and dandy Saturday. End up not going to school to paint cos even though i had 8 awesome hours of sleep, I still didn't bother to wake up. Damn, told Iskandar I'd be in school today. Haha. Christine's work was aweeeeesomeeeeee... She's so attentie of every detail and it was so smart of her to use tertiary colours, very CLASSY and SOPHISTICATED just like how keejan wants. mine will just be kiddish eh kj?

Decided to change the skin when I realised Heather shared my sentiments that the previous blog skin was gettin too old. This was as far as it got me. I know it seems like nothing but I've got more in store. You just wait you lazybums.

I missed Seth a whole lot today. Hmm.. Wish you were here darl.

Remember last Friday night? =) Love you.

I promised myself I will complete my 10 reflections plus R&D plus 6 likes&dislikes by tomorrow. I'm efficient, I don't procrastinate but guess what? I'm still lazy. Nyahahaa.

My sis is super damn excited that Starbucks opened in Woodlands. Lol.

Still contemplating on whether I should get a holiday job. I have the most genius present to give Seth for our anniversary. =) In fact, I'm saving all my money for it. Hee!

Well okay, bye now! Ciao-

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ohmygod! they reprinted it! I WANT IT CAN!!! ARGHHH! it says, "in case of emergency BREAK DANCE" hahaha. i love it, and it's bright ass red! =) sighh.. any takers? um, my birthday is quite near uh... hehe. including shipping it's only $23! please, ANYONE? sigh.. anyhows, go check it out at threadless.com. and uh.. i'm a size S. heh...

nothing's been up. i've been wanting to play around with photoshop but like, my screen is a mere 12inch. tak kick ah.

so pathetic, i've got nowhere to go such that my sis exclaimed in disbelief when i told her i'm not going out tmr. lol.

okay, my life is really getting unbearable. MUHD SETH PLEASE BRING ME OUT! HAVE SOME PITY ON ME OKAYS...

i should stop complaining. OK BYE! i'm gonna go bungee 12 floors down! WHEEEEE =D ciao-

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haha. i've been staying up late till the wee hours of the morning. so that explains the weird blog timings. oh wells.

am doing my mindmaps for history. bleah.. i only did the nice ones for "photography". heh.

just now talking with khai was somewhat relieving. venged out all my anger. sighhh.. of relief. haha.

now im talking to afiz, and im totally wiped out already. haha.

tomorrow jx will blanje me lunch at after he finish sch!!! WHEEEEE!!!!! thank kayu!! haha. so long never talk long long with him. but so sad, we can only afford to go itas. ohwells, some catching up to do! haha.

which reminds me of shaq. where'd you go!

then i started looking for zhafir on friendster. oh my old darling friend. shaq and i miss him like F&#%^$K!!!!!! oh man.. then found haziq hamdi akmal khairi suhaili OMG!! SO MANY PEOPLE!! all my pri sch friends. still yet to find those people who are actually in my class. LOL.

im hanging on just fine. now that i think about it. i have lovely friends. it would be unfair if i name them. cos i love them allllllll.... thank you. whats life without loved ones? =)

and what's money without love.

i'll concentrate on my work now though im heavily malnourished. good night all. ciao-

though things can be better, i hope you know what you've lost when i'm gone.

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went to nas' place just now. and what i learnt from today and yesterday is.. DON'T EVER LAUGH SO HARD WHEN YOU'RE EATING WITH NAS. so just now i left her house with the same heavy feeling in my stomach. urghs.

last night was awful cos seth said he'd meet me today, but he didn't. bleah. bloody hell can pang seh me still never apologise. or did he? nah, can't remember. haha. if not for going to nas' place right, today would have been one damn fucked up day man.

so in the end, nas and i haven't seen our boyfriends for... i don't know. i don't even remember. but the difference is, her bf WAS ON HOLIDAY. chao nabey chee bye. i don't even know why i'm so damn pissed. knn. i liked it when i saw nas' face lit up when ewan msg her. haha. well, if it's not me, at least SOMEONE has to be happy. haha.

suddenly wished i wasn't tied down with all these insignificant problems which are not even mine to begin with. for once boy, you are right. sometimes i do wish things didn't change so much. i sometimes find myself regretting taking that one step further to ruin the beautiful friendship we had.

but it's too bad he was the person who taught me so much about life. okay, more like he did dumb things and i made the self realisation(s). okay, wtf am i talking about.

sorry no photos cos i edited them and now i have to format them properly. bleah.

what the hell am i doing here. i have school tomorrow. CIAO-

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*azan Zuhur Jumaat berkumandang di background*

heather & yan in the toilet of Tampines swimming pool.

heather: SIAL AH! the guy in the boy's toilet sing so loud ah?!

me: err, that's from the mosque.

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!! OMFG OMFG OMFG!!!! AHHAHAHHAHAH!!! heather heather...

day out with her was fun but shortlived. I WAS OH SO SO SO SO SO TIRED MAAAAAN.... i can't swim properly for nuts. haha.

i will have to go down to school for subject selection briefing this wed. WHOO! wonder what i'll take. seth say he wants to take the "culinary shit" for his own. AWWWW, SO KUTE CAN?! hahahahahaha. from the boy who failed f&n miserably. but i don't blame him, though he cooks well. =)

i've been damn damn bored cos seth works RIDICULOUS hours. and he chases after over-time cos the pay is like, eyes-popping-dollar-sign. so good. i got my pay last friday. OHYEAH! and seth paid me $100 already! WOOHOOO! another hundred to go. i can see the despair in his eyes when he gave me that ten pieces of $10 notes. hard earned money from two days of work okay.. but sorry babe, i can't do anything.

i only have the 19th, 20th and 21st to spend time with seth. the rest, he's just working his butt out. boohoo. am at home alone right now.

i miss my dad..... =( happy father's day.. everyone misses him. me especially. heh.

well, nothing much going on. today i have the house all to me and you baby. THE CAT LA.

ciao-

p/s: i realise that sometimes, i'm so alone in this world. in this cyber world. i feel so sad to see him say things like that. i meant well. but i won't even bother to comment him back. i will respect the fact that it's his view on something blown so out of proportion. god bless your poor soul. i really meant well, and sorry for being so shy to show you that i've been crushing on you lately. i should have known better. i just knew that you were too good to be true. now you've completely turned me off. seriously, what was i thinking. i suddenly feel grateful that i have those people I still regard as friends and seth. seth especially. when someone takes a stab at your self-esteem, you're bound to instinctively feel this way. god seth baby, i'm so sorry for everything. i love you.

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yesterday was heaps of fun!

end up spending the day with heather. it's not like it's a bad thing though.. haha. we were supposed to watch movie; shrek 3. BUT WHAT THE HECK! it's like.. $9.50 la! siao. you think my father print money ah. what a ripper. i think now singapore generate it's income by increasing gst and ever increasing movie tix prices. bleeding hell.

but oh wells, what to do. singapore mah.

heather and i went around tm like two freakin lesbian maniacs. not licking each other but fighting. when there's no one around, we'll talk like normal. but when there's passer bys, we'll scream and shout and mock-cry. muahaha. fun with that bitch. whose sick by the way. like so disgustingly sick.

then met seth. and we quarrelled over the phone as per normal. but at the end of the day he's still my crazy kute loving best friend as per normal. hahahahaha. we irritate the living shit out of each other. haha.

it's REALLY a big pity that my sis brought the dgcam to dubai. cos i've been dressing up so nicely! bleah.. but nvm. heather's not looking good currently, cos she's sick. boo boo.

AND I NOT FAT LA! WAHLAO! that's one thing i won't admit to. i'm CURVY. muahaha. and see, i'm loving it! okay la, besides the fact that seth always always boost my self esteem x2472369576257 more than i can do it myself. funny thing eh, unlike other girls, i've never been obsessed nor upset with my body. my motto; as long as i have boobs. nyahaha.

okay, it's getting boring without pictures.. =( will update more with pictures i guess. i still don't friendster that often. haha. and without the people who keep messaging me, i think it'll soon be dead anyway. haha.

feel like looking at guys, BUT I WON'T! nyahahaha. i super dupah loyal.

okays. ran out of substance. ciao-

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hello! yesterday turned out to be a great day! =)

woke up early to go swimming with seth. muahaha. i was swimming my share of laps and there he was, resting his head under the shade. lol. one lazy bum. in the end we just talk and talk and talked.

headed to school to eat. wait, WALKED to school that is. ate at itas. we are cheap man. haha. then met heather to watch school of rock at the library. haha. cool. then hung out with the guys then seth sent me home. and for once in a long loooong while, we just talked til late. it was nice. =)

reached home at 11. mama never scold. then i was wondering why the house was so damned quiet. and i realised it was because my two younger siblings weren't home. haha. it felt funny. cos in fact, they are usually the only ones who would be home.

okay, i've decided to open friendster again. sigh.. i used to hate it cos everyone exploited it. but oh wells, if you can't beat em, join em. muahaha.

i think i'm supposed to go school now. BLEAH. haha. ciao- and sorry today i blog anyhow hentam bo chai. sial ah. friendster damn slow sial.

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HELLO WELLO! sorry i don't bother making my photos prettier with photoshop or anything okays? heh. hope you guys don't mind. and anyway, beautiful photography don't need editing. buat spoil only..

so how much fun am i having? ALOT! love poly. besides the stress of Drawing Essentials, i'm having great fun with my friends. =) and with nicholas and CURLY. bwahahahaa.. and there's always the guys who i can fall back to..

i think starhub really like us man.. my home phone completely free of charge. cos we were a long time member something. so all my parents pay is the ID caller. and now, they gave as a 32" SAMSUNG HDTV LEH!!! free leh! should be ah.. my parents not so boh liao to buy another tv cos we don't need it. bwahaha. wah.. very nice. nice pictures. it's err... on the floor beside me. and when i came inside the room to use the com, SHOCK SIA. bwahahaa. ok best.

hmmm.. that's about all i wanna say.. i've got pictures to load. =) mwahsmwahs! ciao-

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hey people. i wanted to blog, really! but i came online to talk to afistz then he got me started on prison break. so.... HAHA! off i go to watch! HAHAHAHA! BYE! sorry heather!

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