babe, i'm sorry again okays..

argh. last night was horrible. i somehow managed to sleep for 14 straight hours! my body was so weak after that. my eyes were swollen. and i had a slight sore throat. AND a fever was coming.

who likes that, right?

i had the mother of all headaches too. i don't usually get them but when i do, it's like.. horrible?

seri hidayani is very very frustrated now. *pulls hair* bile aku nak 17 nieeeeeeeeee... like i told syg, my bday is so far away, by the time it's my turn to turn 17 it's not much fun anymore. and same goes to 18 and 19 and 20 and yeah.

you know how i will revenge the stupidest birth date on earth (24th nov by the way.) I WILL BE THE FIRST IN THE BUNCH TO GET MARRIED! HAH! IN YOUR BLOODY FACE! so by the time hmmm.. heather? gets married, IT'LL BE SO YESTERDAY TO GET MARRIED!

ARGHH! i know. how can you compare birthdays to marriages. with the exception of gunshot marriages, not one is not grand. you know what i mean? i don't know either.

AND WHAT IS UP WITH FARTS MAN! everytime when i'm on the phone with syg and i feel a fart coming along, i'll put the phone to my ass. BUT it always comes out in small sweet sounding numbers. ARGH! but just now, i just farted a HEEEUUUGEE one. it would have been PERFECT if it was blown into syg's ear.

today morning was *&^%$#@! cos boy, the cat was slping beside my sister. and my bed is just below hers. and boy maybe somehow lost balance and landed SMACK on my stomach. WOW! FUN!! that's like, a few kg of cat FATS PLUS the kinetic energy occuring during the fall. and with my body breaking his fall.. you know, FUN!!

and i had menses. bah. two days ago, at around 5 45 pm, i realised i had menses. ARGHH!! syg suggested i just pay back puase for 2hours. HA-HA! THX AR THX! no bozos, it doesn't work like that.

my menses is coming at such weird timings man. this one was totally unexpected. a few days back, i felt my breasts going sore. (just one of the symptoms of menses) and i stupidly asked syg whether laptops gives off radiation such that my breasts would get sores. i'm serious! i spent so much time on the laptop that it was worrying me! until syg made logic and told me that laptops don't need radiation cos they don't use radio signals or anything. until i said, but i use wireless, HAH! then he said, but wireless is like bluetooth. completely harmless. bah.... you win this time. BUT, what if bluetooth is ALSO harmful! hah! not so smart now ehhh..

okay, this throbbing headache is asking for more sleep but my grandmother asks me to bring my grandfather to visit the doctor cos he's not feeling well. a sick person is a grumpy person. and I AM NOT HAPPY. cos i'm sick myself and there's nothing else i wanna do but, SLEEP. fuckitties la, i knew i shouldn't have bothered to wake up so early.

now you need to understand. if i didn't have this headache, i wouldn't hesitate to bring out my grandpa cos i love him so. but the point is.. i HAVE this fucking headache. and you know what my grandma told my grandpa?! "well, i already asked her. so of course she won't say no." WHAT THE FUCK RIGHT. these are the times when my mother would come in useful.

but nooOooooOoo.. she's at dubai now! and god knows what she's doing cos she doesn't even come online! heard my dad rarely comes home even cos he's busy with overtime. guess she just cooks and cleans.

so anyways, she's (not my mum) getting on my fucking nerves that i want to slam the fucking door on her face.

unlike you, i don't complain every single time i get sick. i'm not like that.

whatever. see, now i'm just horribly irritated and pissed off. no, make that fucked up. and syg cannot meet me cos he's so busy nowadays. what with climb and jamming. it's okay. i'm very nice okays. arrrgggghhhhh... babeeeeeeeee... and the best part is, we're broke shits.

off i go now. ciao-

see, i called you syg instead of seth. must mean i love you alot. haha.