We all know hope is a double-edged sword. It'll give you a sense of purpose to continue living, but when you realise what ever you're hoping for ain't never coming true, you'd be one depressed motherfucker. Haha.


I've always been crazily retarded optimistic hopeful when it comes to him. I know what he's like by now of course but I'd always hope he'll pop up somewhere, surprise me and then I wouldn't have to feel all that disappointment and sadness. But oh wells.


Leopard never changes its fucking spots lah dey~


I can't believe you're still wondering why I call you an STMF. Come onnnn lahh. Like duh? You're so full of shit and lies and always saying things that you don't mean. BIG FAT DUH??


But I don't give a damn anymore, honestly. I don't have enough passion left for you, to even be mad. I just don't care.


So I ended work, met my likes-to-crap-in-client's-condos Nas hahahhahaha and then jamming. Which was fairly awesome and having all that fun with them, I realise how much I've missed them. :) Their silly squabbles (YOU GUYS ARE 25++ FOR FUCKS SAKE!) and tantrums and especially their talent.


It's good to be back. And not having a jealous psycho to keep feeding you thoughts that you guys are bad for me and a waste of time. HAAHHAHAHHA sorry, I simply had to. (I just wish I've never met him lah okay?! Hahhahha fucking vermin.) Anyways, more gigs to come mates!


Today is my only totally free off day before I fly off and I've soooo much to do! CIAO~
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