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Heat.

I'm so pissed. Typo is the only module that I'm taking this month. Yet, I can't seem to get around doing ANYTHING. I haven't come up with a SINGLE sketch yet it's fucking THURSDAY already.

I'm too bloody addicted to Seth. ARGH!

I finally realise how bad it is. Stupid hell what the HELL is wrong with me.

I skip consultation. I haven't seen TH even ONCE aside from when I waltz as and when I want to. And I don't think he appreciates that.

ARGH! FUCK FUCK FUCK, I'M PISSING THE SHIT OUT OF MYSELF.

Since I'm not meeting Seth tomorrow, let's hope I get some work done.

Going out is not a good idea. I get zero work done and I waste so much money.

Oh God damn it. I'm gonna buy two cartons of Red Bull tomorrow. I need it so badly. I realise I always use it at the end of each month. Submission period right. Nyeh heh.

ARGGGGGGGHHHHH!!! STUPID WOMAN!!!! GET SOME WORK DONE!!!!!!

I'm majorly pissed. With myself, can you believe it!

Ciao assholes.

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i feel like such an emotional shitbag. a few days back, i found out that my class was gonna be split. yah, either moses or one of his understudies are not doing their job. and during one of their drunk escapades, they decided to split us all up. yah, the time between kissing and heavy petting was probably the exact moment they decided that it's best for us. woohoo! fun right. urgh. even though we have our cliques, the last block was like, the best i ever had. i knew a different side of those i wasn't close to at all. it was a refreshing change actually.

and i've always hated cliques. haha. i mean, the idea of cliques. oh how i wish we'd all had been just one big group of close knit friends. but it's kinda too late eh. and i didn't start off my year quite well. missed the first two days of school. and it's crucial to make first impressions you know.

HOWEVER, being the stubborn woman that i am, i won't believe the timetable until i see it on the TP website itself. bah. that's why i seem so ignorant sometimes. someone hit me with a frying pan please... (seth: gladly.)

emo shitbag reason numbah two is the problems with relationships lately. i've been thinking and maybe i shouldn't digress. it's the same thing over and over anyways.. at the end of the day, i love you. it makes everything so much harder and more confusing for me.

nevertheless, i had great ass fun with sayang just now. we went double biking at east coast though i swear i could have fallen asleep a minute or two while on the bike. wind was fabulous man.. i could have just laid there and sleep. but sayang got to it first!

we break fast with the usual heaps of bbq chicken. loved it, but i got full quickly this time round. sigh.. after a week of not seeing him, it was great. i missed your hugs.

duh, we hugged like, for.. ever?

i have some interesting ghost stories too. but it's like exactly 4am right now and i don't wanna scare the shits out of myself. yawwwn.

tired. seth has climbing camp. bah.. i should just shut up and quit the whining cos it'll only be for two days anyway..

heather you better bring me out on wednesday okay.

things are getting draggy and boring. all i have are pictures of seth and i. and they're quite nice actually. oh shut up, it's my blog. and heather's maybe.

i'm yawning my jaw apart. fasting resumes as of today. bye bye period.

time to eat. yawnnn.. ciao-

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