nyahaa. im sick of makin my own. so well, there. =) told ya imma do it bebeh. heeee. back to green day. hey, im never gonna be sick of them okays. ever. and do you how hard it is to find another person who loves green day as much as i do? its HARD ok. so im damn well glad. hee. there you go, green day freaks. ohyea.. billie's blond.. AHHHHH!!!

OMG!!! in his ubber cool adeline line of clothing. the clothes are damn ARGH nice. hey, he looks kinda cute being blond. heh. i dont know why its such a shock for me to see billie in yellow hair. i mean, if tre was to dye his hair red, blue, green or yellow again, i wont be shocked. he's still tre. AWW. ok, crap. heh.

WTF. a kitten was outside the house when she saw a kitten sitting just outside the corridor. so being the (AHEM) animal lovers that we are, we brought it in without thinking twice. damn kute okays?! then my mum came home and forced us to kick it out again. thats the price you pay when you broke a promise of taking care for five kittens. haiyah. =/

today had band. was late. practice was blahh. and im not playing for combined band.. (the one including alumni) i have nothing to say la.. i feel like withdrawing myself. cause ive already made up my mind of not performing when i cast that vote. then again, i would be disappointing everyone and just being someone who runs away from my problems. not nice. oh wells..

sucky day, i tell you. first, i was late for band. then, i was in sucha hurry that i forgot the straps of my bra. so i wenta sch strapless! thank god everything went fine.. then, my mp3 batt died on me. then my hp threatened a low batt. then, nadd wanted to pick me up but the driver was being a fucker. (hey, not her fault!) then, afiz is going sentosa. then, seth is gonna go out with his fam. then, when i reached sch, i realised heather didn come because of her mum and her tuition later. then, i totally screwed up my solos. (fuck ah. im blaming myself..) then, i was told by ms chong that i wasnt needed in combined band. then, i spent the whole day feeling i-dont-know-what and not being able to practice properly. then, char left for tuition. then, i just had to leave early. then, yak is going home. then, nadd left to meet rizz. then, i realise i had nowhere to go. (i miss jamming....) then, i decided to wait for heather. then i ate lunch myself. then, i got so sick of the whole day that i msged heather and told her i didnt feel like meeting.. despite the time i killed just by waiting. then i wenta buy a drink. i told that stupid auntie i wanted a milo but she gave me a bandung. WTF. then, i saw lime came out already. and i bought it. and then, i realise i used up all my cash. then, i got on a bloody bus to go. then, something so beautiful happened. something that made me feel that it didnt matter if all the shit was happening to me. bebeh called and said he's going out. so i wenta meet him. WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!! wow. just one small thing and it managed to bloody make my day! =))

so met seth and wenta tm. he bought his stuffs. and then i thought he was going out with his fam but it was cancelled anyways. HEH. so we lepak. had nowhere to go cos i was in sch u.. heh. but damn, he saved me. love! =))

had night study on friday. had lunch with heather at bk. i cant really remember what happened that day.. ohya! bebeh was alone all day cos ajib n acap both basket. nvr come school. lol. oh wells. its a change to see him quiet. =)) heh.

sometimes, i think peterson is being too nice to us. he lets us off so leniently. hey, im not complaining ok! its great. i aced my physics test. and my math loci test. and my lit test. cept im doing so badly in malay. god! i dont know why.. OH CRAP. i still havent done my waaay overdued karangan. EEEEKS!

as predicted, bebeh went bloghopping during his f&n lesson. nyahaa. =))

poa is getting tougher. give me depreciation and i will drown and die or crawl in one corner and rot. i totally have no idea how to do...

night study was okay. met bebeh before that. as usual, i was late. SORRY. hey, im not always late.. heh. went home with the guys after that.. i didnt know they were waiting for me. i msged afiz but no reply.. -.-

later in the night when i was on the way home, i realised that my inbox was full. so i cleared my inbox. then, SIX msges came. all frm afiz. -______- omfg! that explains why i didnt have messages that whole night.. LOL. so afiz got six unreplied msgs. LOL. nyahaa. oh well, he studied the whole of last night till 3plus morn. -_____-'' wtf right?! GILE.

ohyeah. in the end, we all somehow met at the esso bus stop even though i didnt know where they were. lol. so i made them wait like.. long. then, lepak la, what else? lol. zin, acap ajib went god knows where. then afiz n zul went home. and bebeh and i went tmart. slurpee. =)) hey, guess whose afraid of ghosts! =)))))))))) i will protect you! NYAHAAA. (actually, i'll run away first..heh) but, just dont give me cockroaches..... PLSS... omfg.. i will squeal, scream, shout, yell, burst, squawk, (insert sounds) in terror just at the sight of it. and keep a good distance away from it. eeeeeeeewwwwwwww. cant stand those icky roaches. eeeee.

stupid 11 pm curfew. no lifers. argh.

when talking with seth just now, the topic of bands and jamming came up. sorry la.. the subject is too 'heartpain' for me.. i just cant reminisce on the fun times. i really miss tbd. fuck la. im starting to tear... i really want just the three of us to be back like how we used to be. if playing another genre is what it takes for us to jam together again, i will do it. i just missed it so much. i dont love green day as much as i love tbd. i never will. its such a sad thing, what happened to us.. sighh... ok, stop crying yani...

im tired... soo... i guess its good nite. waiting for gile to come online. so can crap. hahaaa. dah spent the whole day at sentosa. HERH. no fair. lol. aites. ciao-

bebeh will once again spend his f&n lesson bloghopping. yeah? LOL.

*hugs&kisses*