today.. umm.. damn, time is passing way too fast. i gotta keep up with it. i got so fucked up during recess time. *rolls eyes* whatever. like heather said, iw ill not waste my time bothering about someone or something which is so immature-ish. cb. really waste my brain cells. tsk. what a suck up. disgust the living shit out of me.

after school, i really had no mood. tsk. had to go find fadillah to go do my waaaay overdued geog test. lol. stayed in class and did poa instead. there was me, ili, heather n adib. then bernard was walking around.. and i THANK GOD. i really really thank god that just moments before, seth decided to go to the toilet. and by the time he came into my class, bernard just left. three cheers for mother nature too. haha. =)) after that, i realise that the risk is just not worth it la. we can just meet up outside school. no sweat. anyways, bernard came into class, saw adib with three girls and i just looked at him. now, whatcha gonna say? that adib is my bf just cos i spend time with him too. SHEESH. sharifark made me remove my eyeliner in the morning. stupid woman. guess what, im still gonna wear it again tmr. tsk. she threatened to tell bernard. PATHETIC. so that's all that you know huh? complain complain complain. yeah yeah. nice, so what? kiss my hairless ass bitch.

i still dont understand how my life will be without the guys. i mean, i will die without the girls but how bout the guys.. no, im not only talking abt seth okays.. bernard is stopping me from hanging out with ALL of them. that is blatantly unfair. UNFAIR. one day without afiz's crap is pure boredom. haiyaaa.

did my geog test with a really bad mood. heather went off. pms. (she say wan..) then he didnt wanna talk to me. and i couldnt stay around much longer to fund out whats wrong. so i just said i was gonna go home myself. (in the end, i didnt. its childish to make a big fuss out of nothing. lol) later later in the day i found out why.. he didnt want me to pierce my tongue. wahahahahaa! i was just asking him jokingly! i had no idea he took it seriously! no beb.. im NOT gonna pierce my tongue cause even though i will like it, you will hate it and so will my mum. so, for what right? its so totally not worth it. no offence to those with tongue piercings. lol.

walalalalaaa. im bored. i want to sleep. but im waiting for my dinner from my sis. yah, dinner. and i haven ate since recess ok. i swear. my left hand is once again vandalised. hee. crazy bugger. im always bored. i hate geog. eh.. it feels weird to say that. haha. ok, lame. walalalalalaa. where's my fooooooooooood... -.- updating for the sake of updating. hee. nitex ppl. ciao-

im sick of this khaii. seriously, wtf did i do that made you hate me so much? have i disgraced you and caused you so much shame? did i take anything away from you? ever? if you say i stole seth, that is plain unreasonable. you guys are still friends and should there be any reason there is some sort of drift between the two of you, you have no one to blame but yourself. how come hafiz or acap or ajib or any of the other guys are still close to him as ever before? (as far as i can see la..) i admit, i have taken away some time that afiz usually spends with seth. but i know where to draw the line. if he wants to lepak with afiz, i will never stop him. then again, im happy that ive gotten to know afiz better now. (he's crazy. =)) ) anyways, then you said, 'she (me) doesnt know how it feels like to lose a girl who's so sweet and can make you melt with just a smile. yes. shes (me, again) a girl and she only know how to kiss seth and make him forget atiqah.' (pardon me atiqah, for using ur name.. so sorry. but just to show someone's immaturity la..) anyways, ive read that line over and over and over and over again. it doesnt make any sense. i seriously dont gettit. about the i-dont-know-how-it-feels thingy. im just.. huh? i understand the kiss part though. so i question you again, what do you know about how he feels. have you even asked him? wait, have you ever asked him? so dont put words in his mouth alright. i terase because ive always thought you were a real friend to me. and because i am his gf after all. what do you know khaii? ive always kept this to myself cause i want to respect nas. i respect that you are her bf. and that she might not be happy with me. but i just cant take it anymore.

of ALL ppl, you should know that ppl get over their past crushes or loves. and you know how hard it was to prove to your other half that you're truly over that person. im just doing my part by trusting him. so tell me now, whose the immature one. if you still say its me, well then. that clearly shows how blind and numbnutted you are.

AND WTF IS THERE TO BE PETTY ABOUT?! i cant kiss nas?! (on the cheeks la, duh. -.-) she is a girl and i am a girl! there is absolutely nothing to be jealous abt. w-t-f. petty is related to jealousy. jealousy needs to involve a guy. -.- seriously, are you like.. whatever. and petty is when you get upset over teeny weeny rubbish. but to be petty abt a joke is just ridiculous. im not saying anyone is agreeing with me. the whole world can be against me but i still stand firm with my opinion.

i wont let you criticize me without a reason anymore. have you ever reflected on yourself? are you any better than what you say of me? i can just imagine you saying right now, 'yaya...you think you know so much..' that just shows how you dont value me as a friend. so im so confused why i even bother in the first place.. -.-

if you other ppl just dont get what im talkin abt, dont bother. no offence. heh.

to nas, pls dont hate me. im so sorry, but i just cant let anyone say untrue things abt me or anyone i care abt. it truly has nothin to do with you. just a problem i had with khaii since.. since... that time la. i dont remember. heh. heart you girrl. =/

to lenny, so i can somehow relate to how you feel abt the so-called friend. well, somehow.. haha. =))