saturday was spent lazing around since i was supposed to go out study but seth forgot to wake up. lol. that boy..


so today, i went out. to meet bebeh. then we went mc. i completed my hw while he.. hey, i dont know what he was doing. lol. but seriously, i was doing my work. then, i suddenly realised i had a lot of missed calls and a message from my mum which threatened to cut off my line TONIGHT if i dont pick up the call. WTF. i just didnt realise right. what the hell is her fucking problem? and she accused me of going somewhere else. SHE was the one who wasnt home right. THEY were the ones who went jb right. HOW THE FUCK am i suppose to contact them to tell them where i am. wehn i came home, my lil sis told me that my parents didnt believe that i went out to study. MY DAD accused that i went out to 'play' with some boy. DIRTY FALSE ACCUSATIONS.and the worst thing is that he is NEVER man enough to talk to me face to face. EVER. when HE was the one who saw me with seth, he complained to my MOTHER. i was more pissed that he was such a WIMP. go tell the whole family la! dont forget to tell the graves of all our ancestors too ok. tsk. cb. if you think that im making a mistake, then LET ME BE. let me make this mistake so i can fucking learn from it for goodness sake. the thing with this irritatingly traditional family is that they dont TRUST me and they will blow a big HOOHA and make a whole great deal out of something soo miniscule like catching me and seth together. WE WERENT EVEN HOLDING HANDS OR HUGGING OR KISSING OR ANYTHING PROVOCATIVE FOR THAT MATTER. fuck. what the fuck. WHAT THE FUCK OK.


AAAAAARRRRGHHH! and if any of you fouled mouth leaky adults who know me or my parents decide to conveniently tell me off to my parents. let me say it first. YOU ARE OF NO POSITION TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THIS PRIVACY THAT I LET YOU SHARE WITH ME. if there really is any adult that decides to turn their back on me, well let me tell you. you will regret it. for the consequences wont be nice.


dont take those words from the small 16 year old. take it from a denied daughter of ridiculous parents enraged enough to do ANYTHING. and i mean anything.


ironically, today was fine with bebeh though. he keeps me on the ground. really. i have no idea what i would do without him. ARGH.


im too pissed to be capable of doing anything. ARGH. ciao-