i dont know why im so upset for. being in a band is really fragile. its frustrating that i cant say much cos i dont want to upset other parties' feelings. really. they are all nice people and i DONT want to say or do anything drastic.


but here i am, at home, full of energy. whack it all out on this poor black guitar. im so frustrated ok. so so frustrated. and guess what cheered me up? i mastered a better way to hold the pick and VOILA! better sound. but who cares, right?


seth said he will be working till 1030pm instead of 5 cos his manager asked him to. ohwells. he gets paid.


i wanna play pool again! =) azip really taught me a whole LOAD of tactics and generally the basics. nassie told me that rafika cant play pool. BWAHAHA. and that even if the cue ball hits another ball, its an achievement. WOW. i cant just imagine that. dumbshitck.


im LOVING the ellen show. oh GOD, its hilarious! if i dont watch the 430pm show, i will stay up all night to watch the show at 3am. wheeee! shes hilarious! anyhows, thanks to her, ive decided to start a life list! basically, its a good way to write down all the things you would like to do during your lifetime. on my list, item #9 is to LEARN GERMAN. bit by bit. =) and im dead serious about it. i read 'the pianist' and god, it moved me so much. it can be pretty much anything you want on that life list of yours. after all, if you view your life as a going concern, then you have at least 80 years worth of things to do on that lifelist. =) live life to the fullest, i say.


im off to learn some songs.


an i want a digital SLR camera. arrrggghhh...


i took a BEAUTIFUL photo yesterday cos it was raining and very cloudy after that. seth managed to capture the rainbow. its BEAUTIFUL. wow, he has some talent too eh?

i took the above! ok right? maybe the resolution is abit unclear cos i took the pic with my hp for apple's sakes.

and seth took the above. if you look carefully, you can see the rainbow. i was so delighted that he took a love photo. haha. go babe!

tell me what you think aite? back to my guitar.. CIAO-