i love my life. you know how i would like to spend it? i wanna just chill out and HAVE FUN. maybe party, without the alcohol of course. im dying to try clubbing, as i told khaii. but to my dismay, he only laughed. LOL. and if you think there is something wrong with going clubbing, you're stupid. its the same thing as going gigs. its totally up to you whether you want to take the alcohol and mosh/dance, whatever. nas prefers moshing, well, good for her! but im not that type. ok, end of story. i just wanna give clubbing a shot.

chalet. i've got another prodigious plan for the chalet soon. woohoo! anyone who reads my blog and has any relation with my mother. just shut your trap. hmm, just to be safe, i just won't blog about it then.

i thought holidays will be fun! i was yearning to go out the moment the last paper ended. but of course, seth had to work. well, i still had heather! then she started work. so explains the reason why i don't mind hanging out with the guys. hur hur. i'm not as much as mad at them for working, because that's how they wished to spend their holidays.

but for me, i get allowance from my parents still. so i don't find the need to work. or maybe i'm lazy to work. whatever floats your boat ok. but i'm telling you now, if i work, its only to occupy time because i'm so fucking wasted at home. and seth reckons i think too much since i have so much time in my hands. tsk.

singapore is dumb.

you are only bloody 16! must we really work! we should be having the time of our lives right now! we should be spending time with family / friends! when else are you gonna do that? when you start your poly life? (to jc kiddos, i don't even wanna talk about you guys. congrats on sch. hur hur) during your poly break? where you will just be burdened with projects? or when you're 20++ when you partner is in NS and YOU will then need to work. haiyo.

PARTY, PEOPLE, PARTY! we're so young! am i like... starting a propaganda here? but propaganda is government right? whatevoi.

and that is pronounced as what-air-vu-ah. dumbfuck. moi is mu-ah. not literally moi. seriously, dumbfucks.

seriously, rich bastards should be generous enough to develop the earth's meteorological systems whatever. they should help raining money possible. hey, i'm being a humanitarian here. i meant, go rain at the poverty-stricken parts of the world. phillipines, thailand, indo, and especially at singapore, woodlands st. 41 blk 403. one thick cloud of rain money will do. THANK YOU!

and here comes parents. what's with them and grounding. i just remembered that i was too. i'm not supposed to go out, yet, i did yesterday. but i reached home early ok! 1054p.m. good ok! anyways, why is it that they yearn to see our face so much. AT HOME. HAIYO. i'm supposed to vacuum the house.. like.... !!!!! i recently did! and for a person who contributes to household chores like once a year, NOW I'M SUPPOSED TO VACUUM TWICE IN A PERIOD OF ONE MONTH! haiyo! maybe i'm complaining too much because i'm sure some of you like.. always mop or vacuum or sweep (who the fuck sweeps the floor anyway. you have a vacuum cleaner people!) or wash the clothes or cook or hang the clothes, WHATEVER. but i'm just not like that. maybe i'm a horrible daughter at that. but oh wells. hur hur.

i realise i really am ranting aimlessly.

AND WHY CAN'T WE SLEEP OVERNIGHT! stop worrying that we are in bad company. if i have NEVER succumb to their smoking/drinking/fucking/wanking/snorting ways the four years of my sec school life, why is it that now they are suddenly too dangerous to hang out with. parents mean to say that it is okay to hang out with them in the day time. but when the sun sets, or when the time is past mid night, these people turn into devils who will force weed down your nose. tsk tsk. we're not like that. and my friends are NOT like that. just let me taunt please...

we are FINE, on our own. if you don't give us the one opportunity to prove ourselves, how will you ever know. i mean, it doesn't matter how we spent it just as long as we are adamant on our values and come home in one piece, right? RIGHT? just one night...

in particular, i'm talking about afiz's parents. i want him to overnite so soooo badly. but me? i've given up on my parents and just resorted to lying. HUR HUR.

and afiz would like to complain about SLOW bus service. wth? LOL.

really ah? as in waiting for the bus is very long or the ride is very long? cos i pretty much like the latter unless i'm in a hurry. lol.

ARGHHH! and i regret cutting my hair. im SO NOT gonna have short hair! HERH! yucks, i don't like it at all. wait, i meant to say i hate it! i don't care how my hair turns out to be. just grow DAMMIT! be LONG!! GROW!!!

i wanna play more pool. AFIZ!! BRING ME POOLING!

afiz, you're good. thanks for the techno topic.

one thing i simply don't like about hanging out with the guys is when azip blast tetno songs on his handphone. but of course, its a minor thingy and i don't really care after a while. but OH MY GOD. those assholes on the bus!! JUST SHUT IT MAN! FUCK! sony ericsson has wonderful earpieces! and if your phone is not even a walkman phone, you don't have the authority to even blast those songs or show off your songs! EEYEEEER! the lowest criteria is at least a music phone like nokia's new series.. what the heck am i talking......

JUST DON'T EVEN BLAST THEM SONGS! fuck. irritating like fuck! mats. fucking MAT REPS! and ah bengs. ah bengs and mats are the extremists. they will go all out. they are like.. the representative of their race. show the lowest form possible. and the funny thing is that some people will deny that they're a mat or minah. stop it. you're in denial. when it seem that everyone around you is against you, there is a high chance that YOU'RE in the wrong.

hur hur. whatever. i'm seriously blabbing on sial.

okok, my arms are aching. i better bathe now. haha! ciao-

p/s: i hate mcr. for no reason. i know! ridiculous? but just don't get me started on khaii being an mcr fan again. i felt like strangling him. hypocrite! stay true to yourself!!

p/p/s: this is a warning, that i'm feeling bitchy. so do get offended. hahahaa.