*azan Zuhur Jumaat berkumandang di background*

heather & yan in the toilet of Tampines swimming pool.

heather: SIAL AH! the guy in the boy's toilet sing so loud ah?!

me: err, that's from the mosque.

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!! OMFG OMFG OMFG!!!! AHHAHAHHAHAH!!! heather heather...

day out with her was fun but shortlived. I WAS OH SO SO SO SO SO TIRED MAAAAAN.... i can't swim properly for nuts. haha.

i will have to go down to school for subject selection briefing this wed. WHOO! wonder what i'll take. seth say he wants to take the "culinary shit" for his own. AWWWW, SO KUTE CAN?! hahahahahaha. from the boy who failed f&n miserably. but i don't blame him, though he cooks well. =)

i've been damn damn bored cos seth works RIDICULOUS hours. and he chases after over-time cos the pay is like, eyes-popping-dollar-sign. so good. i got my pay last friday. OHYEAH! and seth paid me $100 already! WOOHOOO! another hundred to go. i can see the despair in his eyes when he gave me that ten pieces of $10 notes. hard earned money from two days of work okay.. but sorry babe, i can't do anything.

i only have the 19th, 20th and 21st to spend time with seth. the rest, he's just working his butt out. boohoo. am at home alone right now.

i miss my dad..... =( happy father's day.. everyone misses him. me especially. heh.

well, nothing much going on. today i have the house all to me and you baby. THE CAT LA.

ciao-

p/s: i realise that sometimes, i'm so alone in this world. in this cyber world. i feel so sad to see him say things like that. i meant well. but i won't even bother to comment him back. i will respect the fact that it's his view on something blown so out of proportion. god bless your poor soul. i really meant well, and sorry for being so shy to show you that i've been crushing on you lately. i should have known better. i just knew that you were too good to be true. now you've completely turned me off. seriously, what was i thinking. i suddenly feel grateful that i have those people I still regard as friends and seth. seth especially. when someone takes a stab at your self-esteem, you're bound to instinctively feel this way. god seth baby, i'm so sorry for everything. i love you.