hellos. i feel bad i dont update.. oh wells. hee.

sunday was drop dead boring. i was just counting down till man u's match. WHICH WAS A COMPLETE BLAST!! AHHHH!! awesome oks?! i bloody loved every second of it and everyone was in a happy mood because well of course, man took the carling cup. hey, at least something rite. =)) wheeee!

walalaaaas~

then bebeh called. nyahaa. =))

monday - happy anni dear. *hugs&kisses* hee. and lihyuan cant stop giving me that cheeky face whenever she sees us. i find it dearly. hahahaaa. =)) i had a wake up call for the band concert. kinda realised that i have to take this seriously. maybe losing out a bit on the common test wont be so bad after all. sigh..

tuesday- err..? i dont remember anythin significant. haiyah. go school do what? study la. -.- oh yeah. i was bloody upset that day. heather left already first. no no, not her fault that i was upset. just that.. i cant take it when promises are broken. but i realise i have to put in a lot more initiative if i want something. i dont know if thats good or bad. it can be tiring sometimes.. at the end of the day, afiz was like, 'ehh, you ok anot sia?' lol. =)) hmm. what a question. everything will always be alright in the end. talked with bebeh. again. heh. whee. went home with smilesss! =))

wednesday - band. duh? lol. shifted to the dance studio because of the student investiture thingy whatevers. if only time would allow it, i would have gone on and on practicing. i realise how badly im doing at my solos. (shut up. dont try to console me. i know my standard..) its atrociously disgusting. i was stressed at the end of the day. lol. thats what i always do to myself. self torture.. -.-'' bebeh told me my mistakes. yeah well.. he can comment cos he knows my style of playing.. doesnt matter on the sax or bass. i should relaaaxxx... lol. damn, isnt it awesome that he's a musician too. YEAH! we're all musicians. heh. so its easy for him to understand. walalalaaaaa. =) went home rather late.. but its all worth it. heh. now im motivated. =))

now i wonder how my sis did for her 'a' levels. i was pissed cos she woke me up in the middle of my sleep just to open the main door. when she could have just pressed the fucking bell. oh wells. everyone should know this one tiny little thing about me; when im asleep, pls do not disturb. dont talk to me. dont ask me stupid questions like, 'are you tired?' or 'are you sleeping??' or worse still, ask me to wake up. PLS. it fucking irritates the living shit out of me and i would appreciate it if you just keep a lookout for me if the teacher is looking or not and by not disturbing me. sheesh. got carried away. lol.

today slacked around.. heh. got pissed off because i didnt have my chem practical wkbk. whatevers. she is one teacher that can scold me but i wont feel like hating her. unless she starts to pick on me. lol. i dont know wtf we were waiting for.. so after chem, i didnt know where to go. umm.. slacked at 4c. crap. roy got slapped by me. he asked for it. lols.

oooh. skipped a bit of geog to send khaii to sick bay. cos he didnt ever did that before. haha. then, i was shooed out of the sick bay cos there were three guys and i was the only girl. that didnt include danial who went out for a while. lol. oh wells, school and their shallow thoughts. yaya. you think with the stupid surveillance camera, anyone would dare to lay a finger on me or hanky panky? PUH-LEEESE. -.- oh, and bernard saw me going off with the guys just now. with such a weird look on his face. if only a monstrous lorry knocked him down.. wont we just cry....

aiyah. my cuz wasnt working at the 711. if not, i could have.. heh heh. nvm. =) it was already bloody late but we still went jamming. it was cool. i realise, i have never went on a full jam session with neon. well, at least not this year. it was great. haha. played jos. felt that i was as good/bad since the last time i played. LOL.

afiz stole seth. nyahaa. went to int to pee. i was drinking so much the whole day! just to keep myself from sleeping in class. hey, it works ok. cept that i keep going to the toilet every other lessons. lol. afiz is crazy. =)) awesome. i have the funkies friends. nyahaa.

sigh.. another promise broken.. i'll just swallow it down. for love's sake.

came home to an empty house. cool? its been quite some time since i come home to nobody, darkness and silence. i love it. its called peace. its rare. hee.

tmr sian. no nite study. got ncc. sooo.. i wont mind spending the whole day alone. i need some alone time for goodness' sakes. ehh. no. i want to study. STUDY. common test next week. at least if i study abit tmr, then i can concentrate in band on fri and not feel guilty. hehs. im so not myself this year. well, so is everyone else. all they want is to study and be at least a bit more serious. wheee. fuck la. ive been having thoughts of going to jc and its freaking me out. i really want to go poly. then again.. HAIYAHH. as heather said, 'common test havent even over!' lol. i dont know if us rushing all these plans is for good or bad. heh.

my standard of english is deteriorating.. haiyah. stress. whats happening to my languages?! -.- whatever. arghs. no food. bebeh keeps my money. its been good. im spending in my budget. lol. not eating less though. heh. damn, i need to photocopy the whole chem practical wkbk. citot la. arghs.

no mood already. i'll update more tmr. i hope. oh, HAPPY BDAE YUNZ! twenty, so what? you're only four years older. nyahaaaaa. dang, alotta hw to do. ohya khaii. u take care aite. get well. *mwahs. PUI AH! heh heh. nitex! ciao-