friday was a stony day.. stayed in school while waiting for heather to finish her geog. haha. her teacher is so fucked up. stupid old nyonya. go chinatown sell baqua la dey.. pui. i spit on you. oooh. and nassie was telling me how yew is a bitchy backstabber. ive always been waiting for the perfect reason to hate her since i found out how much bebeh likes respects her. (HAHAA..) so there, shes a bitch for telling on to bernard about dila. well, screw bitches. =)

anyways, heather completed her work and even handed it in already and i was still sleeping. in class. at out 0.000000006% completed cosy corner. wahahaa. then i went out with heather to eat. we took so bloody long to eat la. lol. crap, i forgot what else we did. OH OH. we took band pictures. HEH HEH. heather and i was being so nyahaa. nvm, i shall save the details. when i get the pics, i'll let it speak for itself. heh.

rushed home to change. and then go out again to my cuz's place. hes gettin married. and for the first time in my whole life, i witnessed the whole process of the guy nikah. LOL. first time okays?! and that ex dunmanite was there. the so called cute one whom my cousin gushed over. heh. and that fellow dunmanite too. its cool how a marriage can link you to someone you've known but never thought to be related to. understand? no?

anyways, my paternal cousin, was caught 'holding hands' with her boyfriend at town by four of our uncles / aunties. (maybe its a whole family even..) the frustrating thing is, her mum doesnt want to tell her who were the ones who caught her. anyways, then one of the uncles suggested she get married to the guy. even wanted to hold a so-called family meeting to discuss the *sarcastically* serious matter. im like.. WTF. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THIS SIDE OF MY FAMILY?!!! PUI AH. SHE WAS JUST WALKING WITH THAT GUY. SO WHAT? SO WHAT???!!! THEN, YOU WANT HER TO GET MARRIED TO HIM?! DO YOU THINK A MARRIAGE IS SOMETHING REUSABLE?? SHE IS ONLY FUCKING FIFTEEN FOR GOODNESS SAKE! THIS IS OUTRAGEOUS. FUCK YOU STUPID TRADITIONAL NO LIFER MOFO. I SPIT ON YOU. I SPIT ON YOU! and they are all on the same side of this other uncle who is forever hinting and shamelessly 'acknowledging' me and my sisters for not wearing the tudong. EH, FUCK YOU LA. ccb. i so hate my father's side of the family. and my poor dad is always pressurized by all them stupid uncles cos he's the youngest. i pity my cuz who have to go through all the hardships just to be with him. and i dont believe she's fooling around with this guy. shes been with him for almost a year already. sheesh. and knowing how she used to be last time, this is a real big change for her. i curse you stupid uncles.

sigh. the tragic love story. ili has one too. that poor darling. its ok. you still have ika aisyah nassie and most importantly, ME! hehee. hearts you no matter what yeah? *hugs. its times like these that make me realise i have to be more careful with bernard. he might just tell off on me one day. after all, he can be a no lifer sometimes right.. its not worth bebeh being forced to marry me. *sarcastically*

god, i love him soo much.

to continue where we left off.. yesterday had band. and HEY, i woke up early kays! despite being out to some other cousin's house that friday night till wee hours of the morning. surprisingly, i wasnt tired at all. woke up to afiz and seth. lol. i dont know what they were msging about. i was still groggy as hell. rushed out of the house because i took my own suhweeet time to bathe. luckily i already packed my gear the night before. damn, im proud of myself. (cue: LAUGH) heh. practice was awesome. i remembered what bebeh told me to do; chill, relax. =)) and bloody hell, i was a whole load better than last prac. i was happppyyy~ heh. i missed him so much. i didnt spend my friday with him.. hmph. lalalaaa. for once, prac was bearable. but i just wanted to get out of there to meet him. heh.

heather had a math lessons. =) shes so hardworking. thats my girrl! =)

went out of school and met afiz. zul and praba left off. and nyahahaaa. i had afiz all to myself. what else did i do, BULLY LAH! and my-oh-effing-god (HAHAHAA KHAII!! heh) afiz can actually tahan my crap and bullying. seriously, it just got worse by the second. awwww. thank you fistxz. hehee. funny la he. =)) awesome.

afiz went home to get changed while i waited for bebeh. sometimes, i wonder whats wrong with that boy know.. he made me wait for a good 15mins after we got off the phone and i told him i was already downstairs at his block. and i thought i was always the bitchy one, always taking my own sweet time to dress up. heh. but then, its all worth it. *hugs. waited again for the next bitch. AFIZ *ASHIM* (mocking a sneeze). (*alhamdulillahh... nyaahaa.) that pig ATE. he ATE at home while we waited. bebeh ate already and i was left out being the hungry one. WAH. THANK YOU! baskit you afiz. lol. we had plans to go khaii's place since his parents were not around. but he wanted to study with nas. so well, i understand. hahaa. i got bored and bullied afiz summore. and i can do more now since bebeh can protect me. (hey, afiz wont think twice about punching me back.. HEH) so the three of us just roamed around. decided to go airport. and i changed there. disturbed afiz rabak2 cos i was hungry. and yah, thank u.. i am fat. *smiles sweetly* wenta popeyes to get the heavenly mashed potato. *AHHHHHHHH* really had nowhere to go so we took the skytrain (for the sake of riding in it only.. lol) and took a bus back to tamp. so you can say that we wenta airport just to get my food. LOL. then, called khaii to beg him to let us go his place cos we really had nowhere to study. and three cheers! he let us. heeee.

wenta khaii's place and we studied. then ate, then studied again. and afiz left cos he had to go his cous' place. haiyah. lol. then me n nas was really studying okays! but khaii and bebeh was on the com. guess what they were doing? *smiles innocently* nyahaa. lalalaaa. sheesh. dont anyhow think ah. lol. bebeh was suddenly smart, being able to answer all the physics question and all. even miss.ewan dont know. LOL. my brain's made of fats. how come he can be smart, kuku and kute all at once. tsk.

nassie and khaii so kute, i tell u. loving la. =)) up to the point where khaii shooed us out of his house. tsk. he sent her home while me and bebeh left.

then suddenly i had stomach pain. cb laaa.... arghs. shit man. i couldnt even think properly.. i was blabbering nonsense. then bebeh being so sweet, sent me all the way back to woodlands. awww. i totally died on him.. yet, i couldnt sleep. he tried to do all things to get me better. =) how kute. but it just didnt go away. by the time we reached woodies, the pain was more bearable but i felt like collapsing. then, god know what bebeh did, i felt so much better, i didnt want to go home. since there was no one at home anyways, i sent him back to tampines. HAHAHAAA. argh craps. so stupid can?! but since i felt better, thats the least i can do. for love's sake. hee. spent quality time. but had to go separate ways at half past eleven. damn the stupid 11p.m. curfew. cb. went back wdld feeling soo shagged. tired as hell. what a long day. turned out, my family was still at pasir ris at my cousin's hse. lol. awesome. i came home to nobody again. whee. watched a wee bit of soccer till i got too tired and k.o-ed. lol.

thank you for everything bebeh. love you sooo much ya know. =))

was too tired to go to my cous' wedding. tsk. so now im here. another day without bebeh. heh. oh wells. i need to continue studying soon. god bless me for the common test. ohyah. thank you to bebeh, khaii & nassie and AFIZ for the wonderful day yesterday. heart you all. =))

so long suckers. good luck for your exams (yeah right.. im saving all the luck for myself. hah) ciao-