wow... its been long. i'm horribly sorry..

in short, i nearly left seth. now that i think about it, WHAT WAS I THINKING! its like you've went on a scuba expedition for a pearl. and you get so exhausted by the fruitless journey, that when you finally find the pearl, you go nuts and angry that it took so long and in that moment of rage, you feel like throwing away the pearl. but by sheer luck or fate, at the last second, you realise, its plain stupid to throw away something so beautiful. of course you'll benefit from that decision.

you know what i mean? haha. well, i don't really.

anyways, let's put that aside. yesterday was our 14th monthly-versary. my favourite.

on valentine's day, he promised, i will get the prez on our 14th instead.

but guess guess. nope, i get no nothing. cos he was broke. we spent the whole day with my money. wait wait, not only that! but he spent the whole day getting so worked up his PSP, he's supposed to get today. he was more worried that his parents' were only giving him half of what they promised. so now he's left with $300 to buy a pink PSP.

and who comes to save the day?


me, of course. so i funded him another $100.

and just now, he got his PSP. pink. god, i hope he's happy.

i also told him that i'm giving him the money just so he will shut up about it already. hahaha. so i just gave what he wanted. if not, he'll pester me on about it. talk about all kinds of games. while i nod and nod. and nod. and nod. and of course, smile. haha.

the other day, when he first found out that his mum is willing to give only $300, i made him do a dare. i gave him a shake of pepper on a piece of paper. and told him, "if you snort all of these pepper up your nose, i'll cover the rest of your psp fees." and he actually did it.

HE DID IT FOR GOD'S SAKES! HE SNORTED PEPPER JUS BECAUSE HE WAS DESPERATE FOR A PSP. goodness..

been swimming alot. and cos of that, i'm tanned and dark. and shiny. WOOHOO!

then i fell sick. fever, cough, stuffed nose, the works! i've never got so sick that i couldn't taste or smell. GOD. so horrible can.

i ate cili padi like it was tomato ketchup man..

anyways, seth went to the clinic with me. okay, i know i keep ranting on his horrible ways. but he's a nice guy okay. he spoils me no end. he took me to the clinic. did everything for me. and all i had to do was to see the doctor. at the end of the day, i still love him like madness.

i just complain too much.

i've got 2 days MC. haha. woohooo!

i'm betting that tonight i won't be hearing from seth. he'll be much too busy with his PSP. haha. oh wells. guys and gadgets. they are like glue gajah, i tell you.

i'm off for more download frenzy. thank you nassie for the website. I LOVE YOU!

lalalaalalaaa... i'm far too tired to bother about anything else. for now, just let me think of myself. fuck off. GOODBYE! ciao-